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It’s Old, but I know It?!?
I wrote about the snake dance and how muddy it was out back in acreage and I probably saw a Indigo snake, but, that mud made it hard to pull and push that rear wheel driver mower and my leg hasn’t let me forget it and that’s been a while??? This is a old injury…
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Memories connected…
This would be the TV interview beating that would leave me with blunt force trauma fractures all over and when the dots connect, you document…. Kansas circa 1959 and Freda had beaten a 5 year old severely and like all things, nothing was done about it… so the memory goes after the TV interview and…
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Emotional Gauntlet…
I didn’t realize I was vulnerable until a moment on social media, well, it took my breath away, for just a moment and then without notice I could feel the tears and was surprised at my response… I walked out to the garage and told Homer what happened and showed him and he, was, wow,…
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For you…
I wish I had more than 2 childhood memories of him… The two I have both result in us being beaten severely… He died via suicide, refusing cancer treatment, no longer able to take Fredas lies… Death is final if it takes you for keeps… No life after, only death… Live your best life now,…
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Progress is small steps… edited see bottom
Do you grit your jaw, or have TMJ pain or you feel like you are biting your lip off??? Yea, been there and done that and that was before Freda died… I lived the frustration and agnst of domestic violence my whole life and my siblings are continuing it, because… They are christians… Religion has…
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Amnesia for Life it is… correction
You would think after court this morning I would get hit with stress, memories, etc… Nope, that happened days ago and it is done, it is complete… I remember my whole life, except…. All of the violence… A reader said at one time that, could it be me protecting me from what happened and I…
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If nothing else!!!
I hope I scared them to death like they did Freda!!!!! Court records are public.. Just a FYI… I didn’t need a lawyer to tell the truth, they needed a lawyer so they could lie 🤷🏼♀️🤷🏼♀️🤷🏼♀️ they are christians…. I remember… copyright protected 2026 all rights reserved©️
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Realizations…
I did electrical junk since I was military and some plumbing and some constrution… Which made it easy with my federal knowledge to flip houses and we did, starting in 06 with that Arkansas home… From that point on, Homer got his degree in Architecture and I had decades of federal knowledge about everything you…
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The Beating to Kill Genius…
I was told I was stupid for a long time and she kept the report cards to prove it… I know a few famous people who were poor students too… When the beating in Texas took place to protect Donna, Larry and I knew, we could easily die… But, we weren’t like any of the…
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Explanation… of Why??? Edited… I was right…
Yea I let the cat out of the bag about lawyers and lawsuits… Not something I want to brag about, but, when you have dealt with malpractice for decades, you don’t let them get away with it and that Trans mesh, that has a tort claim that will be part of 3 cases that shows…
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We Have a Money Timeline!!!
Ya know, dementia sucks, but when Homer is all here he is all here and he remembered!! edited 8:34 pm My son was staying in our one property in Las Cruces, us in the other, while remodeled and my son decided to leave in the spring of 2013 to go help Freda, his grandmother… By…
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The truth does have value…. But not to christians… Because if they did, Mary’s rape would have negated religion… edited
Here is where things stand on memory recovery… Maybe not recovery, but remembering is what is happening…. Adult life is all there but some things in Japan are sketchy and I contribute that to having SARS an almost dying and Air Force sent us home, last year there is a blur… Everything else, yea, lovers,…
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False Memories…
IF you had a traumatic brain injury or a stroke or have a neurological disease, false memories play into your life, it’s just part of the brain and how it responds to trauma… When I was seeing the neuro psychologist on the big island, he asked me in one of our talks, “could I recognize…
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Vietnam, to Texas, to Japan in 1 year!!! Domestic Violence Air Force style….
I apologize, but memories are hitting me right and left and memories from those first 14 years that have been missing, just came home!!! (shaking so exicted and hard to type!!) Again time line issue, so I will be off just a month or two… but here goes… Don was stationed at Montgomery at one…
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Naive or Smart or Both??? She did show signs of dementia!!!
I will be the first to say we were brought up sheltered until we got back to the USA after Okinawa… By that time I was 18 and full on ready for the world… Sis was 16 and ready to escape too… Bro, well, he used me to bail them out and that’s the time…
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The Gross Vile Greed!!! No one would have gotten money before death if I had been in the loop!!!
Lets talk about Don and his last days on earth and what a eye opener it was for me… I get a call from Freda right about this time in 2006 telling me my dad’s brain is mush and talking crazy and I asked if we needed to come back to Arkansas… We were in…
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Let’s Be Clear!!! Eureka!!!
I know she got the Va money before my son moved there and that was the spring of 2013… So she had $84,000+ then!!! Then moved to brothers place with trailer then back to the town before our move to Hawaii which was June 2016!!! WE HVE A TIME LINE…. I NEVER CUT FREDA OFF!!!…
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She Removed the Safety Net, Dementia was in the house!!! correction 10:42AM
I think Homer will hide outside today, I just spent time bending his ear and it hit me…!!! She removed the safety net dad and I put in place!!!!! One thing you can say about Freda, she wasn’t stupid and she was fully aware of her mental health problems, which was why she could never…
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The Irony of Greed & Stupidity!!!
I wrote a while back how I researched the property in another state that was left to my mother and how that property is worth over half a million, if not more and that it had been stolen when her aunt died and my investigation, I dropped, because why would I let my moronic christian…
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Memory Flash….
Freda was living at Tims in her own trailer and decided she didn’t want to move to Washington, and this part of the memory isn’t solid but, I got called or emailed, I don’t remember, what I do remember… Don was dead, and Freda wanted to go back to the town and that was all…
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It’s a Reunion🥳🥳🥳🥳
Poor Homer, before this disease he loved my explaining, as memories came back and filled in stories I told him over the decades, now… Well…. It is harder to remember, so he reads the blog… I tried explaining to him how it was working in my brain, with the over whelming amount of memories appearing…
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Just for fun…
We adopted all 3 last Oct, they are now a year old… And joy is understated… rat terrier mixed Adorablespite Copyright protected 2026 all rights reserved
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BRING IT ON!!!!
It’s been since February when I sent the letters out to all my siblings and not one provided me with a phone number or address that the fake lawyer didn’t already have!!!! We are into August and not one brother or sister raised their christian hand and said!!!!??? I AM INNOCENT!!!!! I left that area…
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The Light Guided Me… edited
The light that guided me, we all have and we all have the ability to call on that light, but we are told from a young age to believe in a god or that god will punish you and that my friends is psychology 101, bat shit crazies… Believe in a god of man’s design…
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Why did she do it???
My brain is hungry for more… I know, I know something pivotal happened in those years I don’t remember…and it’s driving me crazy with non stop thoughts and making my neck hurt and giving me a headache…. I can see it, but can’t grasp it!!!! UGH!!!!! When I told her I wanted to buy a…
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Life with Traumatic Brain Injury….
The MRI’s performed on Hawaii scared me beyond belief, because I was still adjusting to the memories from the memory trigger and Freda was still emailing me… I got a email on the day of my MRI and it upset me and they had to wait for a drug to take effect to do the…
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Living Mad or Angry???
When the shrink at El Paso and I talked, I told him I don’t live angry at people… I live angry at what I have to live with because of what people did to me… and I am laying odds, the Epstein survivors know exactly what I mean… I am angry, because the pain has…
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She Told Someone I was Missing Memory!!!!!!
The only way anyone of the family could get away with anything is if those of us involved with that house don’t know anything… So lets start with ages… Larry 3 years older than me, he died in 24… at 73… I am 3 years younger and turn 72 soon… Next is 2 years younger…
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Maybe not Stroke in 2011???
We know for a fact I have bleeds on the brain… MRI proved that… What we don’t know is how many times and that test is crazy expensive..!! Before the leg surgery at the El Paso VA, I had been telling Homer these stories, he knows them as well as me… but after that surgery…
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Farwell my 1st Prince…
Larry was found during the first few days of August dead, alone, unattended… He died by suicide, refusing cancer treatment… He couldn’t take Freda’s lies anymore… He sent me a letter in 2016 after my move to the big island and the letter was a rant on god and accepting and on and on and…
