When it comes to our brains and how bad some of us are about not getting out of our own heads… Come live with me for a while and you’ll want a ticket for permanent residency… It is never dull…

Hypnosis is something I don’t believe in, but, that doesn’t mean it wasn’t used on me… and that is where Dr. Wolett comes back into the picture and a memory of my early childhood and paranoia to the limit, is there a limit???

So why the write???

I have written about the fight or flight that I lived with since the first traumatic injury before 1 year old… I also wrote that a doctor at the El Paso VA tested me for Cushing’s…

Which I didn’t have… But I had all the hallmarks of non stop cortisol going on and how do we know that???

Echo cardiogram… Ever have one???

My first one was in the last 30 years, I think Little Rock VA did my first stress test by injection and did the echo also and there is a interesting story about the cardiologist, who I am betting, becomes a very good cardiologist, just by his observation of my condition… He was suspcious… and he made me the same way… (This has to do with levothyroxine and the fact I was on it for over 20 years and never should have been on it)… EVER!!!

My echo, for someone who is not atheletic or super active or does work outs back in the day, no, I did what we all do…

Work, took care of kids, gran kids and homes… That was tiring enough…

But my echo, has stayed consistent at 55… I am 72 years old and not a athlete, yet my heart shows it has had good cardio for decades, so how???

Fight or flight mechanism that a thought could put me into and in such a way, for up to 10 minutes, you would have thought I just did a kick ass cardio routine and all I did???

Think… Dependent on the subject and if it had to do with my birth family, it went off the chart and it just tried to kick in and I stopped it…

I have final control of the fight or flight that terrorized me for 71 years…

Every echo has been 55… Now when I do my daily workouts and check my heart rate, it is exactly like it was during fight or flight…

Thanks to the Bagwell siblings and the county clerk in Mena screaming at me…

You gave me my get out of jail free card and yea, I am laughing, because what you gave yourself, has only just begun…

Enjoy the blog brothers and sisters… I am enjoying exposing the truth…

I remember…

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