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When Dreams Come True…
My granpa Carl Miller fought Nazis and they won, we Americans fought them again… Good morning world and most of all, thank you voters for telling the republicans, enough is enough and now the hard work starts… Many will still die and many will suffer, as our government takes control away from Israel and Russia……
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Finding the Joy….
IF you never woke up sick to your stomach daily or woke up with cramps so bad, even when you have no female organs, you wanna cut yourself open or the world was spinning so fast, even moving your head one milimeter would send you bending over the throne… If you never sat on that…
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Psychology and Science, do they Mix???
This little article is my next project of understanding, only because the Air Force, while covering up the rape of my 6 year old child on a federal installation, came up with this diagnosis, after my re-enlistment… (Epstein and Maga have been around since my birth, just under different guises)… I wrote, that after the…
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When Science Lies to You…
Ever think about it that way??? That science may have lied to you??? Not the scientist, but those guys did lie about nicotine and look how many that cost lives and they did lie about the radioactivity of those watches those young girls illuminated, as they illuminated those young bodies… So, yea, science can lie…
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The Brain and Who are “YOU”, Really???
I am struggling and to be honest, extremely tired… The body is not enjoying my experiment… Several weeks ago a ER visit got me a CT scan of my pancreas, spleen, kidneys, gall bladder, all the way down to my coxis bone… showing what may be osteo-arthritis… and at 72 years old, that tale bone…
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Cholesterol Code???
If you are on word press and the application is one big ass pain, don’t feel alone… I can’t get anything to copy and paste into the blog… So, I am definitely not impressed with this site and I paid for 3 years!!!! I give up, this is so screwed up… If you google the…
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Neuroplasticity… Not only the Brian…
After the memory trigger in 2017… I asked to be sent to physical therapy and I learned a great deal about my injuries I have lived with since the spinal cord injury at 1 year old… Lately, I have had issues with my right arm… During the PT training, she picked up on the right…
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My Candle in the Window… to be continued..
November 5th, 2017, started like any other day… By the end of that day, 26 innocents lives were taken by a young deranged airman, wanting revenge… Two days later, while talking with Homer about those murders, a memory opened up from 1967… My “memory trigger”, which came at a high cost of life… The night…
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We Live By “Our” Choices…
My morning started before 3AM and I was wide awake and not because I want to be… Working on our WILL’s the other day and we reached out to make sure we had names and birthdays correct for the WILL and we get a surprise text… We have another great grand child and the child…
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A Face In the Crowd….
I see you, but do you really??? Homer and I have been married for 32 years, and up till a couple years ago, I would walk right past Homer in the store and not recognize him… Did that to my son in law, step daughter, you name it… I didn’t recognize the face, even though…
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Breaking the Cycle of Abuse…
Good morning world and thank you for reading… Greenland is the only one not to hit the blog… So everyone else, thank you very much for taking time out to read… This time it’s about abuse and breaking the cycle of it… Not only the abuse someone else bestows upon you, but, the abuse you…
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Experiment over!!!
Well, It isn’t a meat allergy, so any tick bites I had as a kid, they didn’t do any more than what ever they did as a kid… So are we back to square one??? No… It just means, process of elimination and it means, more than likely, that beating at 5, 8 and 13,…
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Lone Star Tick??? or Pancreatitis??! edited
Last nights dinner, was excellent an big, steamed broccoli, baked zucchini an baked barbecue chicken, baked potato and of course I made both whole wheat and white bread dinner rolls… The rolls were good, but not a fan of wheat… Everything else was delish… Now the night before was spaghetti, with hamburger an I ate…
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EPI Deficiency 67 years and counting….
Internet is wonky, so heads up… I’ll be shutting down after this post… The deficiency is real and last night, I got a repeat performance and between you and me… I’ll skip the curtain call tonight if I can… Yesterday my diet was a big Honeycrisp apple, 1/4 ounce cheddar slice and 8 ritz crackers……
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Note to Self…
VA called and I will be seeing a gastro doctor, so that made my weekend and doing chores, brain geared towards understanding this pancreas thing and it hit me!!! Hot Flash’s!!! FROM HELL, only one little problem… Those actually quit back over 20 years ago, more like with in 20 years after the hysterectomy around…
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So far, it’s???
Good morning world and I still think those two words shouldn’t be said together… My day started a little after midnight and the IBS-D hit a 2nd night in a roll and I am hoping, that’s because I took something a couple days ago, but normally, that doesn’t work that way, so what’s happening??? I…
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VA got it wrong again….
Good morning really shouldn’t go together, not all of us have a good night, which subsequently means the day will go to shit in a hand basket in a heart beat…. Like I have written for years, but this site has only been up since this summer… But I wrote before, I like to do…
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Fade to Black….
Did you know that they are studying the “prediction” phase of humans and Freud actually thought it was possible..??? Sigmund Freud did not propose a standalone “predictions theory,” but his psychoanalytic framework closely connects to modern predictive processing in neuroscience, which views the brain as an active “prediction machine” that constantly forecasts sensory inputs to…
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Khino Bay Mexico… amnesia was never fun…
I believe the carving is out of iron wood, which is endangered… Lovely place, Khino Bay, Mexico… We spent 9 months down there in 06, after Don passed away… So why the write??? Using this unique memory ability and I asked myself to go back in time and see if anyone made diet suggestions or…
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Whiplash!!!
Here I go again!!!! Yes, it is possible for a pancreatic issue to cause long-term elevated inflammatory markers, but it is highly unlikely to cause a “low-grade infection” reading for nearly 50 years without presenting severe, progressive symptoms. [1, 2] When a blood panel suggests a persistent, low-grade infection, it usually means your white blood…
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Another Myth, gone…
How’s your day going… Mine, okay, but the flare up is taking the wind out of my sails and it’s triggering all the symptoms of Pancreas issues… I thought I was finished with my research and then I got to thinking, a very dangerous proposition, but chose to do it anyway and realized…??? I was…
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Well Neuro got this wrong or did I???
The night I made Mongolian beef stir fry, by 12:30 after midnight it hit and it hit hard… So I thought okay, that’s a spicy meal and it’s fried a little so, that’s 1 result… Then I make sweet and sour pork, my way, no problems… (I use apple vinegar)… and last night we had…
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Knock Knock?? Who’s There?? Paranoia on Steroids.!!!
I wrote a few months ago, after the court clerk screamed at me, I was finding my way back and how could one act, in 71 years of life have such a impact??? I have no answer, but I have an idea…. We know Freda injured my spinal cord before the age of one and…
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Fight or Flight Mechanism and it wasn’t Cushing’s!!!
The last few months has been a wealth of information coming at me from directions I least expected and some I stirred the pot on for information… Some of the tactics worked and most of all…. I know why and how I lived the “Fight or Flight”, without it being cortisol related…. Ya know, I…
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I Thought It Was Normal?!
Been a week since the ER visit and all I have done, dive deep into anything Pancreas and I’ll be honest…. Totally blown out of the water… Hypochondrac I am not… So I never read about the organ or thought about it, because we all know it’s well protected… But not in a 5 year…
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The Charade is no More…
Remember me telling you about the Chief of Police from a little Arkansas town, showing up with a copy of the Mayor’s letter in his hot little hands, that I had Homer drop off??? It’s back a couple months, but the story is here… Come to find out later, that little town has some real…
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Time to Fight and Be Heard….
The below statement is what I have lived with since the beating at 5 years old… I never did have much in the way of fat on my body and only a couple times in 67 years, have I put on more than 20 pounds… Twice I made it up to 180 at 5ft 7…
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A Trip Back In Time…
I wrote about Mother’s Day in Big Springs, Texas… How I entered a telephone contest for a dozen rose’s for Mother’s Day and I won, so my mom got a dozen, long stem red rose’s… A brick craftsman style 3 or 4 bedroom home was what we rented, and as you can see…. Roses…. The…
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Fishing Expedition, MRI style…
I am so glad, I had all the tests done before this CT Sunday was done and it shows a change went down during the last 10 years… In the Air Force, I had all kinds of gastro issues… Issues I have lived with since childhood… I have had a half dozen upper and lower…
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Hypothesis? or Good Guess???
Sunday’s ER visit started off a cascade of requests and my doing a lot of reading… With my short term memory issues from a TBI, this isn’t the easiest thing I have done… We know from tests done while active duty, I was walking with injuries and no memory of how I got them, or…
