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#132… Reality, Sub-concious and the ID…
Watching Homer’s dementia in real time, takes me back to what I was experiencing in 2017 and the excitment I felt for finally breaking free from the ID…(psychology) Fighting those basic instincts I had been born with did me little good, in the end, they are the same instincts that kept me alive, but the…
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#131… The Results of Neurological Damage…
By a couple of my old pictures, you can see my legs… I used to force myself to stand ramrod straight and created even more issues… Thus what I am fighting now to get nerves to quit being so bitchy… The next few pictures show the progression of injuries that were visible after the last…
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#130…Snap, Crackle & Pop!!!
Good morning world!!! and no Trump isn’t dead… You and me and a few billion more out there are wishing his death and it can’t happen soon enough, but you figure they are hiding McConnell’s death, so, weekend at Bernies, will be weekend at the White House morgue??? Hell of a way to start off…
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#129… When did you start POT???
I knew about the drug and all the other stuff out there, but I also had a tyrant for a father and I wasn’t interested in trying anything while we were on Japan or Okinawa… and I had plenty of opportunity… Vietnam was ongoing and I dated my fair share of GI’s back then and…
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#128… My Death Stole from Me…
This is my experience, not some myth… Not some story… This is my experience with death and how science and religion create a pattern of incomplete information… Everyone knows if you have a brain injury you have a few things that can happen… They say you can remember the before but not the during or…
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#127… Where is the Chaos???
If you have never met someone who is paranoid schizophrenic… It’s defintely an interesting relationship… I dated a guy that was one and knew nothing about the neurological disorder… He was a little on the kinky side, but, a real nice guy, just not my type… But I learned about the illness and it gave…
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#126… What I learned from FB & Twitter!!!
How long were you on and are you still??? I tried it off and on for a few years, then the memory trigger happened and it was gloves off and face book and twitter didn’t like my verbage which not even close to what Trump says and that was 2017 when twitter banned me and…
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#125… Either way I Win!!!
There are days, when writing isn’t going to happen, either because I am happy and content and got nada or days like today and it hits hard with memories and well, gotta write… Talking with Homer about the antagonist on Blue sky and how I eliminated more than a couple over the last couple days…
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#124… I created a Monster???!!!
Do you like being the center of attention…??? Becasue I was so smart at such a young age, Freda kept her eyes on me and she had no problem letting me know how stupid I was, because, she was actually ill educated… Smoke and mirrors is a con’s go to… look at Trump… Not going…
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#123… Hello Pain🤬🤬🤬🤬
IT IS OFF THE CHART… Little sleep, lots of cracking and popping as I push C1-C7 back in place… The nerves that run up the sides of your neck are directly related to those vertebrae… if they are out of alignment, the pain going into the temporal lobe triggers very nasty kaleidoscope migraines… After pushing…
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#121… Wait Till Your Father Gets Home?!?
I can only imagine how many of you heard those words and were preparing yourself for what ever went on in your household… In our household… Those words meant…??? You pissed off Freda… Nothing more, nothing less and it didn’t matter your age, till you became legal… If she couldn’t hurt you, she would send…
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#120… Bouncy, Bouncy or Boing?!?!
Good morning world as I look out at my flags and the trees as Bertha stirs the pot down here in the Ocean Springs area… I do love living here, I think we bought a house in the banana belt, in other words, if wind and minor flooding is all we get… I am good…
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#119… Timeline Cleanse!!!
Are you ready for Bertha…??? We took everything loose and moved them into the garage and made sure we could pull the truck in if we have hail… But so far, we are getting only winds and maybe rain… Thinking about this tropical storm, took me back to Okinawa and the TIMELINE cleaned it’s self…
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#118… He Knocked me Across the Room!!!
Naha AFB, Okinawa, Japan, 1970… This time line is starting to get clearer, but I still have some more to recover in that time line… Our leaving Japan, never set well in my memory… I know this much… We stayed in this hotel for several months and my brother who’s birthday is in December, mom…
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#117… The Escape Room Clause…
Do you like mysteries and do you like reading books about crimes and do you like solving those mysteries and crimes??? Like any kid, I was deep into Nancy Drew, Hardy Boys and anything else I could get my hands on at the local library… Owning a book, only a bible in our home, unless…
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#116… Adaptation…
Every break a finger or arm or leg or hip or collar bone or any body part??? And you learned quickly how to adapt to your injury??!!! Now imagine you are 5 or 6 years old, and your fingers are broken and your arms are fractured and your legs are fractured and your spine is…
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#115… Oooops…
Sorry about the last write… But now you get an idea what it is like when memories rush in and they are me me me first type action and the brain is like, get in line or I am out of here… It can be overwhelming and it is something that has been ongoing since…
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#114… How do you Learn??? Getting clarity on multiple memories…
How did you do in school and my other question… Do you remember your schooling from pre school on up… I do, some of it… Even after the beating for the TV interview… I continued to thrive to learn… and my kids and grandkids will tell you, tell me you are going to higher education…
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#113… Beam me up Scotty!!!
Sad day for America and a few families who will burying 2 and the other… You are talking middle east and barbaric beyond anything you can think, for torture… So I hope he or she wasn’t captured alive… In the morning, out of respect for the dead and the missing, my flags will be at…
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#112… How many do you know that are, Suckwads, Whack-A-Doodles & Pudknockers…
When we lived in Arkansas, we found that the house we bought was right on the edge of headaches… But we had a city cop next door… So it wasn’t all bad, but it taught us a few words living in that neighborhood in that little Arkansas town… The above words came into play long…
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My new Mantra😉😈😈
I remember… steal away😉😘
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#111 … I am not the Keeper of the Flame…
Our light goes out readily enough without the help of war, crimes or medical negligence… But to have your light vanquished by a parent, can lead to a life of insurmountable baggage??? Mine was memory… Not remembering, not being able to join conversations about my childhood or youth.. Because I have no memory… They tried…
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#110… Memories are rolling in?? ?
I knew by the time I left home at 18, things were off… Failing the entrance exam to the Air Force, not remembering my first love or my best friend… Who’s picture I have in some of these computer files… I remember my first loves name… SSgt Dave L. Hansen… spelling may be wrong… my…
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#109… Going to be a day for remembering…
Getting our shit all in a wad, it’s normal, after a moron comes on TV and tells us this or that is what it is and you know, the person is lying their sorry ass off!!! So why didn’t anyone call out Billy Graham??? I got a feeling, when our world is hit like it…
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#108… You started it, guess who will Finish IT???
Having one of those days when out of the blue, someone calls me, “maga”… okie dokie then??? When my brother reached out to me because they all stupidly signed the, NDA to not sue the Trustee!?!?!? That triggered memories galore and truely, since January… I have had a roller coaster ride on this journey out…
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#107… Before I forget, Again!!!
Things are changing in the brain and I really am enjoying what I am experiencing and the fact, I got no one throwing lies into the memory bucket… That being said, memory has been on my mind and what the neurologist I was seeing on the big island said to me… “You make memories different…
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#106… Trust is Earned, Not Given!!!
Did you watch Trump last night??? We didn’t, we turned on the 1% game show and enjoyed it along with Taronga Zoo… We had a nice quite night… Trump is the epitome of distrust… He is the personification of a christian, because, wait for it…. Trust… He does one thing and does another and expects…
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#105… WHY???
Anyone who has a brain knows, medicine is not black and white… It has a lot of grey and it has a lot of unknowns… Why??? Because science is still learning and unlike religion, it never stops learning… Not having much to gross about… Like I said, sleep, it’s what I expect, day time thoughts…
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#104… Basic Training!!! 1977*
I always wanted to join the military and when we got back from Okinawa in 72… I went and took the test at 18… High School graduate and I flunked the Air Force test!!!??? I was mystified!!! I walk in the door and Freda yells, “the Navy called they’ll take you”… laughing her cackle that…
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#103… No longer Haunted…
Getting to see a neuro psychologist for a couple years was a gift, that I will always appreciate… Not for the mental health part… No I needed answers to questions I had been asking since I was 17… and why I was missing memory and how did I get injured??? Before 2017, before the murder…
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