Grant me the Ability??

Super Girls rock band, Yokota AFB, Japan, circa 1985/86 me in white tank top

Every time I see some dumb ass saying, that some human said, I wonder??? Was it a need to share or a need to say, or see how smart and clever I am???

Agendas…. Everyone has one, inluding those who made up what ever it is you believe to be real in your world…

I walk under ladders, I open umbrellas inside and I spill salt and don’t toss any over my shoulder and knocking on wood, well, those knuckles hurt anyway…

So I don’t ask any one or anything to help me through anything…

I ask myself, like I am doing now… and I believe in myself, like I am doing now and I support myself, like I am doing now…

This journey, since telling Freda in 2010 I was missing memory has been one massive experiment that covers several states and the pacific ocean and where do I end up, but back in the deep south, where it all went down when I was a kid…

I am still very angry, but not like it once was in my anger…

Before it would take me days to get over something and not stew about it and rant about it till Homer is ready to go dig that shelter in the back yard…

Since the memory trigger and subsequent MRI’s proving my story… that has been slipping away since Nov 7, 2017… and I am so very glad it is…

I am angry at the family and that will fade in time, why??? Because they are not worth my time or my thoughts…

They made choices that benefit no one but themselves and those choices will be the end of what they began and it never goes well, when people live that way…

Yet, I know, I am still angry and if that anger can trigger my heart rate to rise, I know, I still have some reconciling to do with the corruption of the family I was born into… but then I watch as those same kinds of people who live around me, professing to be good christians and they would never make it through those fake gates, but if their version of good is the law, who will know the difference??? Let alone remember???…

All of Freda’s stuff is boxed up and unless I get something in the mail, it is closed for me and as I work through my anger, so that residence to these christians is no more… Then I can get on with my next journey in life…

One thing about my story, there are medical records from 1970 to now, on record at the VA and it is well documented what they found and it is well documented, I never sustained any injuries as an adult… It is all well documented…

So if any of the family wants to sue me to shut me up…

I am the “DISCOVERY”, for the trial… and you won’t like how I go about exposing all of you… So think wisely about coming after me… Even dead, the government has it all on file…

ALL of it…

Have a nice day, mine started at 1:30AM with a massive thunderstorm and now we are getting winds… going to be a long day for me…

I remember…

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About Me

I am Maggi, given that name on Okinawa during the Vietnam war by a group of Marines in transit at Naha AFB… At 17 years old I didn’t know I was missing memory… I had lost the first 17 years of life and was about to embark on a journey of intrigue, murder, rape, military coverup and live a life, most only dream about… Will I ever remember my youth or will I always walk in shadow not knowing who I was…

This is my story of survival…

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