Amnesia 57 Years & Counting….

Sutherland Springs, Texas tragedy was my memory trigger… This is my journey out of Darkness…

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  • You think you are ready, you think you are prepared and all of a sudden, the silence is so loud you are afraid to speak for breaking the spell… and you want to weep… As the silence has grown over the years, I have told myself one day, he won’t…

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    For decades I have been obsessed with finding those lost memories from before I turned 14 years old and the bleed on the brain from…

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    She sat there sewing, the cold permeated that Japanese home outside Johnson AFB…. I could smell the oil burning that heated the old house…. I…

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About Me

I am Maggi, given that name on Okinawa during the Vietnam war by a group of Marines in transit at Naha AFB… At 17 years old I didn’t know I was missing memory… I had lost the first 17 years of life and was about to embark on a journey of intrigue, murder, rape, military coverup and live a life, most only dream about… Will I ever remember my youth or will I always walk in shadow not knowing who I was…

This is my story of survival…

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