Sutherland Springs, Texas tragedy was my memory trigger… This is my journey out of Darkness…
I have said for many years if not decades, “You can’t miss what you never had”, but it doesn’t mean you can’t long for something you think you are missing out on and there in lies the trap… When the Arkansas VA shrink said I had clinical depression, he couldn’t…

Getting a new phone number after Fredas death means!!!! Facebook can’t block me… All my info has changed…🤬😡😈😇🙉🙈🙊🤣😉 Gee that sounds sooooo appealing, Bagwells thrive…
I told my sister Peggy about 10 years or so ago… “It wouldn’t be over till she was dead, Freda (mom)”… and you know what…???…
Can you get over PTSD 100%??? I don’t think you can escape it all, but you can overcome a great portion of it, or at…
I am watching commercials on Amazon’s Prime and they are nothing more than subliminal messaging and if you have critical thinking, go take a look……

I am Maggi, given that name on Okinawa during the Vietnam war by a group of Marines in transit at Naha AFB… At 17 years old I didn’t know I was missing memory… I had lost the first 17 years of life and was about to embark on a journey of intrigue, murder, rape, military coverup and live a life, most only dream about… Will I ever remember my youth or will I always walk in shadow not knowing who I was…
This is my story of survival…