Amnesia 57 Years & Counting….

Sutherland Springs, Texas tragedy was my memory trigger… This is my journey out of Darkness…

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  • https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/eye-parasites When I was active duty, I was told I had H-pylori… A stomach parasite that can live in the lining of our stomachs and they have been known to cause stomach cancer… So the Air Force in all their wisdom, hit both of my butt cheeks with penicilin and…

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    I have tried over the last several weeks… I have tried to figure out Freda’s agenda and when I look at the psychology side of…

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    I have said for many years if not decades, “You can’t miss what you never had”, but it doesn’t mean you can’t long for something…

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    Bagwells and Facebook…

    Getting a new phone number after Fredas death means!!!! Facebook can’t block me… All my info has changed…🤬😡😈😇🙉🙈🙊🤣😉 Gee that sounds sooooo appealing, Bagwells thrive…

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    I told my sister Peggy about 10 years or so ago… “It wouldn’t be over till she was dead, Freda (mom)”… and you know what…???…

About Me

I am Maggi, given that name on Okinawa during the Vietnam war by a group of Marines in transit at Naha AFB… At 17 years old I didn’t know I was missing memory… I had lost the first 17 years of life and was about to embark on a journey of intrigue, murder, rape, military coverup and live a life, most only dream about… Will I ever remember my youth or will I always walk in shadow not knowing who I was…

This is my story of survival…