Amnesia 57 Years & Counting….

Sutherland Springs, Texas tragedy was my memory trigger… This is my journey out of Darkness…

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  • A change, from decades of living with that disorder… A disorder that can take you into places you never want to see again… You would rather face a leopard eating your face… My PTSD had me walking with a rage that was all consuming… For one thing, having amnesia… For…

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  • Not What I expected of Me…

    You never know how truly angry you are, until you are pushed past the point of no return… When I learned my mother had been…

  • At A Cross Road…

    Enjoying the morning, even though it is already hot and I told Homer, I am at a cross road on writing… What needed to be…

  • Dying Twice Was Never Enough…

    Getting to live through dying, not once, but twice, before I made it to 14 years old, alwyas makes me ask this question??? What have…

  • Lost memory …

    Lost memory …

    Playing with the puppies and a kid hand slapping game from Japan just before the stroke at 14… How I remember this but not my…

About Me

I am Maggi, given that name on Okinawa during the Vietnam war by a group of Marines in transit at Naha AFB… At 17 years old I didn’t know I was missing memory… I had lost the first 17 years of life and was about to embark on a journey of intrigue, murder, rape, military coverup and live a life, most only dream about… Will I ever remember my youth or will I always walk in shadow not knowing who I was…

This is my story of survival…