Sutherland Springs, Texas tragedy was my memory trigger… This is my journey out of Darkness…
All the pup did, jump up and grab my leg above the knee in such a way, I was headed for the ground and it wasn’t going to be a comfortable hit to that tile floor… When I was at basic training, in 1977… Just 5 years after leaving home,…
The most fun part of what I am experiencing, the memories… The memories that have come back in full technicolor and play like they should,…

Do you fold under pressure??? Do you cave when things go haywire??? Do you panic?? or Do you problem solve??? I usually go straight to…
Neurologist I was seeing told me, if you write the book, have a doctor review it… That was 2019 or 20… Didn’t get why then,…

I don’t read about medicine or mental health issues, unless it is something I am researching because I have it or my husband or family…

I am Maggi, given that name on Okinawa during the Vietnam war by a group of Marines in transit at Naha AFB… At 17 years old I didn’t know I was missing memory… I had lost the first 17 years of life and was about to embark on a journey of intrigue, murder, rape, military coverup and live a life, most only dream about… Will I ever remember my youth or will I always walk in shadow not knowing who I was…
This is my story of survival…