Sutherland Springs, Texas tragedy was my memory trigger… This is my journey out of Darkness…
I am struggling and to be honest, extremely tired… The body is not enjoying my experiment… Several weeks ago a ER visit got me a CT scan of my pancreas, spleen, kidneys, gall bladder, all the way down to my coxis bone… showing what may be osteo-arthritis… and at 72…
If you are on word press and the application is one big ass pain, don’t feel alone… I can’t get anything to copy and paste…
After the memory trigger in 2017… I asked to be sent to physical therapy and I learned a great deal about my injuries I have…
November 5th, 2017, started like any other day… By the end of that day, 26 innocents lives were taken by a young deranged airman, wanting…
My morning started before 3AM and I was wide awake and not because I want to be… Working on our WILL’s the other day and…

I am Maggi, given that name on Okinawa during the Vietnam war by a group of Marines in transit at Naha AFB… At 17 years old I didn’t know I was missing memory… I had lost the first 17 years of life and was about to embark on a journey of intrigue, murder, rape, military coverup and live a life, most only dream about… Will I ever remember my youth or will I always walk in shadow not knowing who I was…
This is my story of survival…