Sutherland Springs, Texas tragedy was my memory trigger… This is my journey out of Darkness…
The last few months has been a wealth of information coming at me from directions I least expected and some I stirred the pot on for information… Some of the tactics worked and most of all…. I know why and how I lived the “Fight or Flight”, without it being…
I used to have no fear of heights… Played in old factories, no floor and we would walk the pylons, no wider than a balance…
Been a week since the ER visit and all I have done, dive deep into anything Pancreas and I’ll be honest…. Totally blown out of…
Remember me telling you about the Chief of Police from a little Arkansas town, showing up with a copy of the Mayor’s letter in his…
The below statement is what I have lived with since the beating at 5 years old… I never did have much in the way of…

I am Maggi, given that name on Okinawa during the Vietnam war by a group of Marines in transit at Naha AFB… At 17 years old I didn’t know I was missing memory… I had lost the first 17 years of life and was about to embark on a journey of intrigue, murder, rape, military coverup and live a life, most only dream about… Will I ever remember my youth or will I always walk in shadow not knowing who I was…
This is my story of survival…