Sutherland Springs, Texas tragedy was my memory trigger… This is my journey out of Darkness…
Neurologist I was seeing told me, if you write the book, have a doctor review it… That was 2019 or 20… Didn’t get why then, but now I do… I went to him purely for answer’s… No medications, no treatment, no diagnosis… I thought I had all those answers and…

I don’t read about medicine or mental health issues, unless it is something I am researching because I have it or my husband or family…
Blame game when you have a partner with dementia and you still allow things to happen… Do you do the blame game??? Getting the bill…
How is your decision making??? Are you willing to jump in without much thought and go with the flow or are you one of those…
How’s your green level??? Can you take looking after a patient, when you never had a patient, unless you count your kids??? While in basic,…

I am Maggi, given that name on Okinawa during the Vietnam war by a group of Marines in transit at Naha AFB… At 17 years old I didn’t know I was missing memory… I had lost the first 17 years of life and was about to embark on a journey of intrigue, murder, rape, military coverup and live a life, most only dream about… Will I ever remember my youth or will I always walk in shadow not knowing who I was…
This is my story of survival…