Sutherland Springs, Texas tragedy was my memory trigger… This is my journey out of Darkness…
Last nights dinner, was excellent an big, steamed broccoli, baked zucchini an baked barbecue chicken, baked potato and of course I made both whole wheat and white bread dinner rolls… The rolls were good, but not a fan of wheat… Everything else was delish… Now the night before was spaghetti,…
Internet is wonky, so heads up… I’ll be shutting down after this post… The deficiency is real and last night, I got a repeat performance…
VA called and I will be seeing a gastro doctor, so that made my weekend and doing chores, brain geared towards understanding this pancreas thing…
Good morning world and I still think those two words shouldn’t be said together… My day started a little after midnight and the IBS-D hit…
Good morning really shouldn’t go together, not all of us have a good night, which subsequently means the day will go to shit in a…

I am Maggi, given that name on Okinawa during the Vietnam war by a group of Marines in transit at Naha AFB… At 17 years old I didn’t know I was missing memory… I had lost the first 17 years of life and was about to embark on a journey of intrigue, murder, rape, military coverup and live a life, most only dream about… Will I ever remember my youth or will I always walk in shadow not knowing who I was…
This is my story of survival…