Sutherland Springs, Texas tragedy was my memory trigger… This is my journey out of Darkness…
Now if it is me on a horse, ever since the nerve damage got bad and that was by the time I was 18, I couldn’t grasp a horse with my bare legs, I knew then something was off, but was young and didn’t care and I usually ended up…

Married March 1954 and I was born in August, a few months later and that seemed to be a pattern that wouldn’t stop until she…
Yes, blunt force trauma to the abdomen can make it hard to have a bowel movement. Severe impact can cause internal bruising, bleeding in the…
A change, from decades of living with that disorder… A disorder that can take you into places you never want to see again… You would…
You never know how truly angry you are, until you are pushed past the point of no return… When I learned my mother had been…

I am Maggi, given that name on Okinawa during the Vietnam war by a group of Marines in transit at Naha AFB… At 17 years old I didn’t know I was missing memory… I had lost the first 17 years of life and was about to embark on a journey of intrigue, murder, rape, military coverup and live a life, most only dream about… Will I ever remember my youth or will I always walk in shadow not knowing who I was…
This is my story of survival…