Sutherland Springs, Texas tragedy was my memory trigger… This is my journey out of Darkness…
I knew back in 19, when I had my surgeries, my vision was bad, I refused to drive unless I had no choice by 2019… and we found out when Homer had to be taken to Hilo by ambulance, my driving days were done till I got new len’s…. After…
I wasn’t even a teenager the first time I was sexually assaulted by an adult… Because of that assault, I ended up with what is…
When did this conversation happen and where and who???????? Lets do a memory trip…. Don is already on Japan and we are waiting in CA…
Recently, instead of me having PTSD nightmares, now I am seeing the moments in time from the past while I am wide awake… Oh yea…
The clouds of doubt have left the building and now it is building on the knowledge that was always there… The memories…. The uproar over…

I am Maggi, given that name on Okinawa during the Vietnam war by a group of Marines in transit at Naha AFB… At 17 years old I didn’t know I was missing memory… I had lost the first 17 years of life and was about to embark on a journey of intrigue, murder, rape, military coverup and live a life, most only dream about… Will I ever remember my youth or will I always walk in shadow not knowing who I was…
This is my story of survival…