Sutherland Springs, Texas tragedy was my memory trigger… This is my journey out of Darkness…
The one thing that the neuro psychologist suggested that I disagreed with, was the photographic memory ability…. When something bugs me, because I know I am right, I will pursue it till I am either proved right or wrong… and rarely am I wrong… I say that with certainty, because……
I can say with honesty, the neurologist got it wrong on the photographic memory… It is still there, but it does have a couple hiccups…
I say almost, because, no matter how much I do remember, I still have gaps in my memories from age 17 back to the first…
Homer will be the first to tell you… If Maggi knows why she has pain, she has no problem managing it without becoming a addict…
The above picture was the start of it, those dark spots on my skin from my head to my feet are bruises and I wasn’t…

I am Maggi, given that name on Okinawa during the Vietnam war by a group of Marines in transit at Naha AFB… At 17 years old I didn’t know I was missing memory… I had lost the first 17 years of life and was about to embark on a journey of intrigue, murder, rape, military coverup and live a life, most only dream about… Will I ever remember my youth or will I always walk in shadow not knowing who I was…
This is my story of survival…