I am watching commercials on Amazon’s Prime and they are nothing more than subliminal messaging and if you have critical thinking, go take a look… Lots of them…

Things in life do not happen for a reason… How do I know that???

Because I have lived my 72 years of life and a good portion of said life had things happen not because of a reason, but because of the choices of those around me or those who never met me…

Every choice we make in life has a ripple effect… You may not think so, but I know it does, because I have watched how my choices impacted those near and far from me…

Are you a collector of things??? Homer and I made a trip to my aunts house under the impression she was very much in lacking in the simple things of life and we had a trailer full of stuff for her…

Come to find out, she was a hoarder and the choices my relatives made by not informing me of this, well, some antiques are now sitting in my cousins houses… You are welcome… Choices…

Because of the choices of those Homer and I considered family… We are not hoarders and in fact, we have nothing in our home, but jewelery from any of the family… and 2 old paintings from his dad’s estate…

We got rid of everything connected to our birth families, because we both knew, christians aren’t living in the real world and material stuff had no value to us…

Their actions did and well, we have no contact with either one of our sets of siblings… They are children of a god… (We can’t afford that kind of family, they take what isn’t there’s)… So, no, we have no family…

Homer and I keep saying we need to redo our WILLS so they reflect how we feel about our children and grandchildren… IF I am lucky enough to live into old age, and it seems the women in the family do… the estate could be 7 figures and honestly, none of them deserve a dime… None…

They have to figure that out as to why we feel that way and honestly, you don’t develop self awareness or critical thinking over night…

If I can keep Homer at this stage of dementia like I did the last stage for 20 years, they may grow, but I have my doubts and the thought of leaving them that kind of money they didn’t do a damn thing to earn… yea, it sticks in my throat… so I scheme!!!

We never lived any place longer than 10 years and to make this house our last investment means choices but nature could change all those choices and I will need a back up plan and I have one…

So no matter how much I ponder the “Things happen for a reason bullshit”… I have to accept, it really is about the choices we all make and our choices could change the lives of several after our passing or Homer and I could have one bang up ride to the end…

All about choices… and not Reason’s….

I remember…

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