Who is they and what are they designing???

CHAOS!!!

I noticed this morning as I scrolled social media and did some positng and comments, I felt it start and I thought, Okay, here we go and why???

The tension was building inside me and the anger and the disgust and the feeling of defeat…

All of this is by design by those trying to take over America and it has been going on since the McCarthy years, but I am more aware of it under Reagan, when I worked federal…

What is happening in America is by design…

Keep you stupid and believing in the impossible god thing and they got you…

100% they got you and you may not vote repubican, but you believe in that god and that’s all they need, to have you!!!…

You take all those that believe in a god and all those that are profitting off what Trump is doing and we really are outnumbered, only caveate….

Not all god follower’s are 100% locked in, they have some critical thinking and they have some self awareness and they have that ability to step away from the god of chaos… “MAN”….

Always will be about choices and I quit scrolling on social media and stepped away and decided, enough of the stupid nonsense, most of those on line will never do anything but vote, if they do that…

I know, I am one of those that actually took on the system, not once but 9 times without a lawyer and Homer and I live okay, not rich, but we live okay…

That being said… I will try and stay off social media today as much as possible and try and do some focus work on the story…

I have thousands of stories, but they don’t haunt me the way the loss of memory did…

Those memories are there and if something happens during the day or night to trigger those memories, then I write about them…

I don’t write much about the rapes, that does nothing to help me heal in any way or shape or form…

I do try and write about everything I remember during those first 18 years, because they are pivotal to the story and how I overcame traumatic brain injuries and domestic violence and 2 near deaths…

Well, I feel better stepping away from the social media stuff… Gonna have to find something to do today or I will be back on it and wind my own spring tight…

Have a awesome day, neighbor shot a 6 foot cotton mouth that was hiding under his skiff and they decided it was time to burn the pile of wood that was behind our property which is the perfect breeding ground for snakes…

Now you get why, we went to great lenths to keep it cut short around our property…

Homer tore out all the trees that drowned and the property looks bare, except for the few tall trees that survived… No more money in trees while in this house…

Because of the snakes presence known for sure now… We are changing a couple things to keep from having any hiding places…

I know what snake is what, Homer has no clue and neither do the pups…

But everyone was out yesterday, cutting stuff back and down and it’s about time…. (our neighbor, His dogs were swimming in that pond with that cotton mouth)!!!

I remember…

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