Trying to not spew my coffee every which direction with that above title!!!

I died at the hands of my sister at 8 years old and I died at the hands of my father at 13 years old…

I got to walk with death, I got to meet death and I got to converse with death and it didn’t like what I had to say!!!

First off, why didn’t you keep me, why throw me back into that house of horror’s???

Oh, my bad, your god told you so as you slapped my face back into reality at 8… Then comes 13 years old and you got to be bat shit crazy again and I get to meet death and the son of a bitch, had EMs, getting my heart pumping again!!!

For real, if DEATH IS SO FUCKING great, why are we alive????

Death is used as a tool to control those that fear life and most of those who bow to a god, not only fear life, but fear they will be judged at end of said life???

What happened to being judged while living??? That’s what christians or any religious group does… ALL of them including Budda…

Death is not final in the sense of the word…

You won’t remember while you are dead… You won’t know you are dead if you are dead and you won’t live again if you are dead…

Unless of course you have hysterical people beating on you to get you to come back so they don’t rot in prison for killing you!!!

That is typical christians!!! Unable to accept their own stupidity so we are supposed to forgive them????

Yea, I got a size 8 ready to do that forgiving all the way to their own little personal hell…

Anyhow… How’s your day going???

I woke up early, but no storms last night, so decent sleep and fought the Ipad to stay connected to it’s VPN and rotating Ip junk, just so I could get on blue sky… That App is fast becoming a headache I am ready to ditch…

The blog is picking up speed and I still have not advertised it in anyway and I really am not ready to do any advertising…

Between trying to take care of Homer’s health issues, the property and the truck, my plate is real full and sitting at the computer and working on the story, time just isn’t on my side at this time and I know, as the weather cools down, that will change and I will have more free time…

No complaints, no bitching, no nothing… Taking truck in for it’s final repair today and that means, maintenance from here on out, which is still over $4,000… Budgeted it for the next couple months so that we don’t use credit…

My whole goal, get to the point where all I am paying is the house payment and monthly bills… I will need every extra dollar when Homer isn’t able to do things and I have to hire help and my neighbor hires lawn care guys and she knows people I can hire for health care… But all that takes thousands of dollars and to be honest, I am terrified…

I have read stories about people who went through over $300,000 in home self care with hiring outside help…

In America, those of us who live and breathe are keeping the wealthy afloat as we drown… All because man made up a god and got you to believe it… You really can’t fix stupid…

My day is started, I have nothing to write about but this rant felt good and I got chores to do before going to the dealership…

Have a wonderful day…

I remember…

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