Claustrophobia (Fear of Enclosed Spaces)

Medically Reviewed.Last updated on 09/15/2021.

Fear of confined spaces (claustrophobia) becomes a phobia when it interferes with your ability to function at work, school, or other daily activities. Common triggers include tunnels, elevators, trains and airplanes. Behavior training is the main treatment. Other coping methods include relaxation, deep breathing exercises and joining a support group.

Our world is filled with depression and it is also filled with laughter and love and hate… Emotions are part of the human condition and sometimes, we don’t know how to cope with that human condition and we look for the easy way out…

Drugs, Alcohol or suicide…

None have ever been on my radar, because after being beaten and strangled to death at 8 years old and 13 years old… What have I got left to fear of darkness???

One of the memories I am missing, which is so bizzare how this amnesia thing works, but after 58 years of it, I just go with the flow and wait for that darkness to slide on out and let the light back in…

One memory I don’t have and I am looking, because Freda put the blame straight on Peggy on this abuse and sis, well, she worships a god and I guess that god forgave her, I never did, so what did sister do???

Ever have a MRI???

I was scheduled for one at Spokane VA back in 96 or 98 and that MRI was for something below the neck is all I remember… and I went by myself and as they put me in the tube, I had a panick attack that shocked even me!!! But it made sense…

At some point, I believe it was Japan, before the stroke that Don beat me into, my sister, locked me in a cupboard or closet and I went catatonic….

I was only 14 years old and had already had 2 near death experiences at these peoples hands…

Christians are such corrupt, rotten humans…

Anyway, they sent me home and a couple weeks later Homer had to take me to Spokane for that MRI and it may have been for the mass adhesions, more than likely…

They sedate me and done…

The MRI’s I had on the big Island when the memory trigger happened, they had to pre sedate me to relax me enough to do the MRI’s and Freda sent me a email the day of one of those MRI’s and the medication was ineffective, I laid there fighting myself through the brain MRI not to move!!!!

To this day, I can’t go on a submarine, like the old ones, without feeling closed in on and I don’t like dark environments, so, lights are on, most of the time…

All because of the cruelty of a person who says they are a child of a god!!!

Yea I got a size 8 that is ready for that god’s ass!!!!

I remember…

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