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How do you Learn??? Getting clarity on multiple memories…
How did you do in school and my other question… Do you remember your schooling from pre school on up… I do, some of it… Even after the beating for the TV interview… I continued to thrive to learn… and my kids and grandkids will tell you, tell me you are going to higher education…
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Beam me up Scotty!!!
Sad day for America and a few families who will burying 2 and the other… You are talking middle east and barbaric beyond anything you can think, for torture… So I hope he or she wasn’t captured alive… In the morning, out of respect for the dead and the missing, my flags will be at…
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How many do you know that are, Suckwads, Whack-A-Doodles & Pudknockers…
When we lived in Arkansas, we found that the house we bought was right on the edge of headaches… But we had a city cop next door… So it wasn’t all bad, but it taught us a few words living in that neighborhood in that little Arkansas town… The above words came into play long…
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My new Mantra😉😈😈
I remember… steal away😉😘
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I am not the Keeper of the Flame…
Our light goes out readily enough without the help of war, crimes or medical negligence… But to have your light vanquished by a parent, can lead to a life of insurmountable baggage??? Mine was memory… Not remembering, not being able to join conversations about my childhood or youth.. Because I have no memory… They tried…
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Memories are rolling in?? ?
I knew by the time I left home at 18, things were off… Failing the entrance exam to the Air Force, not remembering my first love or my best friend… Who’s picture I have in some of these computer files… I remember my first loves name… SSgt Dave L. Hansen… spelling may be wrong… my…
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Going to be a day for remembering…
Getting our shit all in a wad, it’s normal, after a moron comes on TV and tells us this or that is what it is and you know, the person is lying their sorry ass off!!! So why didn’t anyone call out Billy Graham??? I got a feeling, when our world is hit like it…
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Before I forget, Again!!!
Things are changing in the brain and I really am enjoying what I am experiencing and the fact, I got no one throwing lies into the memory bucket… That being said, memory has been on my mind and what the neurologist I was seeing on the big island said to me… “You make memories different…
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Trust is Earned, Not Given!!!
Did you watch Trump last night??? We didn’t, we turned on the 1% game show and enjoyed it along with Taronga Zoo… We had a nice quite night… Trump is the epitome of distrust… He is the personification of a christian, because, wait for it…. Trust… He does one thing and does another and expects…
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Doctors tried??
Anyone who has a brain knows, medicine is not black and white… It has a lot of grey and it has a lot of unknowns… Why??? Because science is still learning and unlike religion, it never stops learning… Not having much to gross about… Like I said, sleep, it’s what I expect, day time thoughts…
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Basic Training!!! 1977*
I always wanted to join the military and when we got back from Okinawa in 72… I went and took the test at 18… High School graduate and I flunked the Air Force test!!!??? I was mystified!!! I walk in the door and Freda yells, “the Navy called they’ll take you”… laughing her cackle that…
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No longer Haunted…
Getting to see a neuro psychologist for a couple years was a gift, that I will always appreciate… Not for the mental health part… No I needed answers to questions I had been asking since I was 17… and why I was missing memory and how did I get injured??? Before 2017, before the murder…
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The Ghost’s… edited
My whole time in service was at one base… Vance AFB, Enid, Oklahoma and I got to live there a whole 6 years… While living in Enid, after the birth of my 2nd child, I joined the Air Force and got married, because you couldn’t serve as a single parent… So my son’s dad and…
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I Remember once upon a ghost???
She thrived on the attention, she loved having them all around her… She loved being in charge and she loved that no one knew… or did they??? After leaving home at 18, I didn’t look back and as I reflect on those 21 years before Homer, I am amazed at the life I have lived……
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What is it like coming out of Amnesia after 57 years???
I researched as much as I could think to look for any case, even remotely like mine and found none… Not any case I could look at and say, I know that feeling or that thought or that frustration!!! I found none… So, I studied me… Coming out of amnesia, is like a float down…
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The Struggle Is Real!!!
What do you struggle with daily??? Is it over eating??? Is it drinking too much booze??? Is it the medical pot??? What do you struggle with daily??? Mine, goes all the way back to Okinawa and 1971… and I complained of a issue with my posture after I saw my mother (Freda) do some exercises…
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They Come in 3’s?
I am not superstitious, but I believe in things we can’t explain has an explanation… We just don’t know the science behind it yet… In August 2006 my dad (Don) died… in 2024 in August during the first 10 days of that month or last few days of July, my brother, he passed in a…
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I shed no tears…
When they called us into the bedroom to say our goodbyes, I looked around and saw the misty eyes of tears, even on Homer’s face, he caught sight of mine and realized… I wasn’t shedding any tears… That was beside my dad’s death bed in 2006, a couple days before he passed… As I watched…
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Amnesia for life
What’s a chapter of your life you’d title “The Hard Years” — and what got you through it? Living with amnesia is a hell like having dementia… The similarities are founded in how the brain reacts to trauma or disease… As a care giver I watch dementia destroy my best friend… As a survivor, I…
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Compartment Syndrome…
Every hear of spontaneous combustion??? They have lots of theories, but here’s my 2 cents worth… I have compartment syndrome in both my legs, which may explain some of why I have no muscle reaction to nerve induction tests… She turned that machine on high and neither one of my legs responded… That was March…
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How PISSED off are YOU???
Good morning world and I thank you kindly for reading my blog, so far over 40 countries are reading it and I hope to be back up to speed like I was in 2017 by the end of the year… This morning, as we watch the news and enjoy the start of another hot, humid,…
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Love quickly became Hate…
Rape is not only in physical form, it can be psychological also… We have people born into our society of high intelligence and once in a while those smart ones, get damaged and what comes out on the other side is your friendly Dr. Jekyl and Mr. Hyde… Except mine was in female form… Even…
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Silent Victims… Elder abuse…
Elder Abuse is one of the fastest growing crimes in our nation and around the world… They are victimized by those who seek to gain what isn’t theres… They are brutalized by those who profess a god of love… They are silenced in a world of excess so someone can buy what they want, no…
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Pain I so HATE YOU!!!!
Hot and humid down here in the gulf and we love it… The people are friendly, everything is easy access for me, being the driver and we have good neighbors… Due to the Arthur storm, we have a swamp out back and the neighbor had the big boy out there knocking down what he could,…
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The Pain of Thoughts…
Even a sociopath will have painful thoughts, but do they give into them or are they more like Trump, indifferent, callous and cold??? For my mother, I would say, she was all the above and I really wish I had a crystal ball into her brain, because she was an enigma and she wasted all…
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False Memories…
Wasn’t I a cutie, with that curly hair… That hair went straight, years later… Don’s hair had a wave… The neuro psychologist I was seeing asked me a question??? Can I recognize false memories??? Of course I said back to him and boy was I wrong on one category… and that category had a lot…
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I am ready for my Peace…
Life is so full of choices we all make and those choices do intersect with each other, unknowing to us… but they do… How??? It’s called the circle of life… As I watched Dwayne Johnson be interviewed and he said he was happy with his peace… It is nice, when a man, with his platform,…
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Which??? Stroke or Head Trauma???
How many times have you hit your head??? Concussion(s) in me, we figure about 20+… We know of the TBI on my right frontal lobe… We know of the bleed on the right side of the brain… We know, no plaque or atrophy…. So??? How many times did I lose memory because of head injury,…
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What is different???
Can you spot the difference… Evidence via school pictures… There is a difference between those years caused by domestic violence… It took me 57 years to catch the change… I wrote about it😉 Can you tell me what the difference is between 5 years old and 17?.? Thank you migraines🥴 I remember… copyright protected 2026…
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Evidence…
Pain!!!! It is really what got the ball rolling and it was obvious I was having pain and weakness and all sorts of issues when I was active duty and no one could figure it out, only because… Freda… Every time I called her and asked about my childhood illness or injuries she said the…
