Sutherland Springs, Texas tragedy was my memory trigger… This is my journey out of Darkness…
I told my granddaughters very young, sex was something to be enjoyed and used for your own pleasure and not for the benefit of others… I also told them their bodies were there’s and not someone else’s plaything… That being said as an introduction into sex, how many lovers have…
Ever see one of those old fashioned hair brush’s with a long handle, all fancy with flowers etc and made out of that heavy duty…
The answer to that is Freda, mother… she gave me my first clue something wasn’t right in my memory and she proceeded to give me…

I am Maggi, given that name on Okinawa during the Vietnam war by a group of Marines in transit at Naha AFB… At 17 years old I didn’t know I was missing memory… I had lost the first 17 years of life and was about to embark on a journey of intrigue, murder, rape, military coverup and live a life, most only dream about… Will I ever remember my youth or will I always walk in shadow not knowing who I was…
This is my story of survival…