Sutherland Springs, Texas tragedy was my memory trigger… This is my journey out of Darkness…
Water moccasins are out back near the ponds… Our half acre sits a acre away but close enough to have many varieties of snakes roaming our property.., No dogs bitten yet and they don’t seem interested in them… but they bark at them regularly… This young one was outside my…
It is ironic… Once the memory trigger happened in 2017, recalling these disturbing memories at will is harder than living with the PTSD nightmares…. I…
Ever see one of those old fashioned hair brush’s with a long handle, all fancy with flowers etc and made out of that heavy duty…
The answer to that is Freda, mother… she gave me my first clue something wasn’t right in my memory and she proceeded to give me…

I am Maggi, given that name on Okinawa during the Vietnam war by a group of Marines in transit at Naha AFB… At 17 years old I didn’t know I was missing memory… I had lost the first 17 years of life and was about to embark on a journey of intrigue, murder, rape, military coverup and live a life, most only dream about… Will I ever remember my youth or will I always walk in shadow not knowing who I was…
This is my story of survival…