Good morning world as I look out at my flags and the trees as Bertha stirs the pot down here in the Ocean Springs area… I do love living here, I think we bought a house in the banana belt, in other words, if wind and minor flooding is all we get… I am good with that!!!

Figuring out time lines, has always been my biggest hurdle and when your own mother lies and your so called, “sister” lies, well… You are screwed on information, because I knew long before 83, that Don had a form of dementia and that was proven in 2004…

Asking him questions… He talked, but not when Freda was around… He knew, and he didn’t know… He was a man, who had lived with dementia since his 40’s and sundowner’s most of his life… (So it was easy to spot dementia on Homer)… I have decades of experience…

Don didn’t talk, unless we were alone and then I always set him up and the last time I set him up, he told Freda, he didn’t want me sitting with him while she went shopping… (He had a broken ankle, so getting around at 300 pounds plus at 6’4″… Wasn’t easy, someone had to sit with him, he couldn’t be alone… But when he talked to me… He gave me a wealth of information and confirmed what I already knew and he filled in the gaps on my siblings… Yea, it was a good conversation and yea, I am smiling…

Asking Freda and my sister was the only way I was going to get answers and they were never forthcoming, because they were part of the violence and their god said… “LIE”!!!!

Christians are such poorly educated when it comes to science… Obamas are highly educated but worship a god… I take issue with that mental illness, but he was a good president, so, I give him and his wife that… They are very good people… but idols, takes a lot from that admiration too…

So why the write???

I am bouncing off walls and I can’t turn over in bed without the bed taking off and spinning like a top… and I am frustrated trying to figure out what the hell is going on???

Is it the stenosis getting worse??? Or is it just a pinched nerve and I haven’t gotten things in my neck, spine or body in line so it takes pressure off the area… !!!

Only one problem??? What AREA????

This is the game I have played since I was a child and some things I did to compensate for my symptoms are now negatively impacting me in my senior years… Caveate???

This isn’t new!!! It’s as old as I am and I know it has to do with the central spinal cord injury my mother gave me before I was even out of toddler years, I figure by the picture it happened before I was a year old, but my sister from hell has all the pictures… I really dislike people who bow to a god!!!

Every time I stand up, every time I walk, every time I move, I am adjusting my body from my head down, forcing it into natural alignment and it isn’t having it!!! But if I don’t, the nerve damage is going to get a lot worse and how much worse can not feeling your legs get?????

So, I will dig out my $300 traction device, put my head in it and let it pull C1-7 back into proper alignment, then not do anything the rest of the day, but goof… So no cooking today, no laundry, no vacumming… Just puttering, because it takes time for things to settle down after traction… (PT used this on me and what a difference it made, it was worth buying)… See early blog for what I bought…

Bertha is churning out in the gulf and some minor coastal flooding and we have winds, and mild rain… nothing major so far and we hope it stays that way, we still have standing water from Arthur…

Have a wonderful day… Nothing new on the memory front and nothing bothering me, except the dizzy, causing me to bounce off walls…

I remember…

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