How tired are you of being lied too??? How often do YOU lie??? Can you make it through the day without lying???

Telling the truth is a choice, so is lying… With lying comes deceit and with deceit comes crime and with crimes comes death… All because of a “LIE”… and that is a fact you can’t dismiss…

I tried lying a couple times and when I tripped myself up in that lie, I passed from that point on and decided, truth it is or don’t say anything at all…

Lots of times, I don’t say anything at all, because, according to Homer, I live a squeaky clean life compared to christians… I am not sure that’s a good thing, but a more human thing…

Now because of that way of living since, forever… How do I write the book??? Do I do it with 100% honesty and leave nothing for the imagination or do I lie a little bit, to give the story more color and then I think to myself…. hmmmm

Color huh, my whole life has been in technicolor…!!!

I was dating African American in the 70’s… I dated and married a Puerto Rican, thou that was different decades… I had a native lover and I am of Indian descent, you know, India???

So, for me and my way of life… Lying is what children do, because to grow up, lying isn’t the norm, it’s a choice…

Because of that attitude it makes it hard with Homer and his dementia… Because I am seeing changes and you want to say, “hey wake up”!!! But their brain is like FU all the way to the bank and you know… Saying nothing or lying is the best route…

There are times in life, when a lie is a gentle way of loving and caring for another human being who is losing that ability to differentiate between truth and lies… so the lies come out easier than the truth, because the brain can’t see the difference…

On another note, which has bugged me for a few weeks now with the PTSD being in overdrive because of the Arkansas clerk screaming at me… I am tired, but… I no longer freak when I get online and check the court junk and I don’t get the fight or flight mechanism unless it is something we are doing and I am real nervous, like getting on top of the 5th wheel to install a new bathroom fan… 14 to 15 feet off the ground, yea, I don’t like, but I have to do it so we can put it up for sale…

As for the subject of lying… With Homer, I just shut up, because with dementia, it won’t make any difference… Making it harder for both of us, isn’t going to solve anything… So, we both try and go with the flow of our days and hope we wake up tomorrow and hope for a smooth easy day… Something the Trump family will never know and hopefully find out from behind bars…

I remember…

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