Sutherland Springs, Texas tragedy was my memory trigger… This is my journey out of Darkness…
I give up… Sincerely and respectfully give up!!!!! Let me ask you??? You do everything right and you stick to it and you know you are on the right track and everything goes tits up the minute you crawl in bed!!!! I was kidding on line, being sarcastic about followers…
I have said for many years if not decades, “You can’t miss what you never had”, but it doesn’t mean you can’t long for something…

Getting a new phone number after Fredas death means!!!! Facebook can’t block me… All my info has changed…🤬😡😈😇🙉🙈🙊🤣😉 Gee that sounds sooooo appealing, Bagwells thrive…
I told my sister Peggy about 10 years or so ago… “It wouldn’t be over till she was dead, Freda (mom)”… and you know what…???…
Can you get over PTSD 100%??? I don’t think you can escape it all, but you can overcome a great portion of it, or at…

I am Maggi, given that name on Okinawa during the Vietnam war by a group of Marines in transit at Naha AFB… At 17 years old I didn’t know I was missing memory… I had lost the first 17 years of life and was about to embark on a journey of intrigue, murder, rape, military coverup and live a life, most only dream about… Will I ever remember my youth or will I always walk in shadow not knowing who I was…
This is my story of survival…