I apologize for cheating and asking that stupid AI on google, but, to research it proper, which I do after reading AI, so far, it has been 80% accurate… and this one is…

So, brain fog… The one big thing I have really tried to pin down and the more I read about the fistula thing, which I know zero about… unless that is exactly what I have been living with, since at least 17 years old if not younger and I have memory to back it up…

If you have been reading the blog, you know I have struggled with brain fog and some days it is so bad, marijuana doesn’t even impact me… Not even pain meds would break the fog and that made dealing and coping with all of this a little bit more dicey…

I have always said in my writing, even back in 2017 when I started the blog, I said I had brain trauma, and as the time and days pass and my brain opens up more memories, I am finding that a foot ball player can probably relate to some of my issues, but somehow and some way, I knew what to do to protect myself, especially when the professionals got it all wrong…

Real frustrated right now, we are one of the greatest countries and we were technology wise ahead…

Trump showed what a Sham America became and that sham has impacted our health care to become about profit and not the science or the people…

I am a prime example of that, but you also have to consider, the Air Force sealed those records from Big Springs, Texas and somebody there said about me… “She won’t remember anything” and funny thing is, I don’t have any gaps in my memory, except circling around the brain traumas and that is typical of all patients…

The headaches, the dizzy, the pain in my right eye an I been seeing a eye surgeon all year and I go back next month for a check up and they couldn’t find anything other than what we already knew…

So this fistula thing, it explains, falling, blackouts, moods, and it’s ridiculous that no one at the VA is monitoring these scans…. How many out there are going to die, because they didn’t have a clue???

Anyhow, the fistula thing fits the brain fog the best out of everything my brain has been through and I expect them to find one or at least, one that isn’t real bad, because even though I had no clue what I was dealing with, I quit straining, which could cause a black out and I quit bending over, which can cause a black out and I paid attention to my symptoms and knew…

One day the answer would present it’s self, I just hoped I would be alive to enjoy that victory in knowledge….

Dropped off the request this morning for the kid to order the Fiesta MRI based on the VA’s own recommendation and I expect they will do the Pancreas at the same time in a open MRI, because I won’t be sedated, I have to drive, Homer can’t…

Well another eureka exhausting moment today, but reality, the tests were done, just no one in the VA system did their job and you really think federal employees are just sweet people huh?? Not all of them…

Have a nice day, my machine is getting shut down…

I remember…

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