Good morning world… Hope your day is one worth living… Death is so… Final…

Getting the results yesterday and finding out I have cysts on my pancreas, got me to thinking and going back and looking if any CT scan I had done would show that and in 2016, when I passed stones, they did a CT… I will be digging through records after my errands this morning…

I was told in the military I had IBS-C… Only because, I had major fiber issues and my diet was anything but healthy… Home was never that good with food and I was learning as an adult, what I preferred…

The CT yesterday showed some diverticulitis in the large intestine… and that is new… my last colonoscopy was in 2015 and there were none…

What I find interesting about all this, are the symptoms and since I have not done any reading on the pancreas… I got some research to do…

If there were no scans of the pancreas ever, before yesterday… Then I am leaning towards those cysts being from domestic violence and I am just damn lucky they didn’t go cancerous… Several close relatives died from cancers…

Regardless, going by what I have read about the pancreas, it sure explains the symptoms I have lived with since forever…

You figure if they beat me hard enough when I was 5 years old, any damage done, they just laid more damage ontop of it and when I went in the military, they took out female organs, instead of testing for everything else… (Military and VA health care really is substandard)…

I am on the fence about yesterday’s findings… I have to take Homer for his appointment this morning, then I will be going through the medical records looking for the Las Cruces event, before we moved to Hawaii… They scanned my gall bladder and kidneys, which means the pancreas should be in the picture….

IF nothing is in my records showing those cysts, then it’s either age related or they were always there, but not very big… Things changed since we left Hawaii in 21… Which is why I need to see a GYN/Urologist… But I can’t afford to go to see anyone on my dime right now…

Anyway, got nothing else… Fighting this infection, feeling like garbage and really want to crawl back in the bed, but the day awaits and so carry on we must…

Have a wonderful day… I have reading to do later today…

I remember…

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I said once back in 05, my white count went crazy and they sent me to Oncology???