Since Sunday, when the Veterans Clinic in Biloxi did the CAT scan, I have been walking on fire!!!

I don’t research medical or psychological data, unless I have a true cause to research it, in other words… PROOF!!!!!!

Do you know, I have a copy on the computer of my medical records from my teen years up to now??? I have yet to dig into any of them, I have been forcing myself to go back in time and use that memory ability I have always known was there and so far… I am batting a 1,000% on my recall…

I can go back to the military and my blood work said I had a STD and they send it to the state lab in Oklahoma city and they respond, she has no STD, but we can’t identify what she does have…. (yea 2 shots in my ass because a doctor made an assumption!!!)

That would have been 1978…

By the time I was out of the military I had been told I had IBS-C…. Which was a misdiagnosis, because it was always my pancreas….

When the ER doc examined me Sunday and pushed on the abdomin, she says does it hurt and I look at her and tell her, it never didn’t hurt…. EVER!!!!!!

I have seen over a 100 doctors and specialist and how many of them got it right???

NONE!!!!!!

Health care is one of those things that will never be black and white, because there is too much grey in the mix and a lot of incompetent college educated wanna be millionaires treating patients, when they should be out plowing a field…

The doctors that is…

Since Sunday, I am burying my nose in all things Pancreas and the more I dive into it the more I see the symptoms I have lived with since the near death beating at Big Springs, Texas… (See early blog)

When Don beat me to death and hit my chest with his fist… at 13 years old, I was a rag doll of bones and flesh… Not any fat and when that blow stopped my heart, it also put blockage into my primary vessel to my heart and we know that because, I was born with double phneumonia in 54 and they took X-rays back then and if I had blockage to my primary vessel, they would have seen it then… Okie dokie doubters???😉😘😇

That event in Texas changed everything for me… It changed my bowels, it changed my stomach, it changed my ability to swallow, digest… You name it and that’s when I started puking my brains out… (To this day, I will fight vomitting, I hate it that much, now I remember why!!!)

I went back and reviewed all the CT scans and MRIs and unless they are looking, they won’t see the pancreas and I had a MRI of my adhesions at the Little Rock VA and all the results said was the adhesions were still there… (Yea for VA Care)…

None of the scans I have had in the last 72 years until Sunday, showed the pancreas and according to my research, blood work won’t show it if the flare up is past…

Now I am hoping with everything I am, that the scan from Las Cruces in 2016 when I passed a gall bladder full of tiny stones, the ER CT scan got the pancreas and I am waiting on those documents to come via mail or email… I requested them yesterday…

If, huge IF, that scan doesn’t show any damage to the pancreas or large intestines with diverticulitis, then I know… Since 2015, my body has be revolting on me and you can understand my frustrations with getting health care through our veterans administration!!!! I am just one of millions with this problem!!!!

Some of the things I read, I knew… eat several meals through out the day, very small meals and avoid big meals 2 or 3 times a day… That’s hard to do with my insides… I barely know I am hungry, unless I get bitchy…

Friday I see the doc and start the process for more tests to rule out cancer of the pancreas… Right now, the report doesn’t show one or two cysts, it shows a bunch of cysts and I am hoping that because we didn’t do contrast, that count is wrong… the doc said they were little…

Ya know, I asked for a full body MRI years ago… and got shot down… but Trump, and christians can rape children and murder them and bury them and they get the top of the line care???

Thank you christians… The most corrupt people on the planet are the ones bowing to a god… But uses science to stay alive… Hypocrites…😈😈😈

I remember…

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