I have written numerous times about a virus that hit Yokota AFB back in the 80’s and I was bowling in a league and that virus did me under and I lost time and memory… Only one little problem???

I can find no record of said virus hitting the far east and that means…. WHAT???

I told Homer, I know I remembered everything but what I lost during the first bleed on the brain and by the time we got to Okinawa, I had remembered everything… and I mean everything, or at least I think I did…

Now we fast forward to 2 pregnancies, a little complicated and I wrote about those and we find me in the military in 1977… and I don’t remember everything… How do I know that???

Because I couldn’t tell the doctors what happened to me or even remember when it happened and this is before we go back to Japan in the 80’s….

So!!! What happened and I am beginning to think… I got no clue… Unless I can prove a form of respiratory virus was going around on base and it was making so many of us sick, they told us to stay home and not go to the hospital as it was over taxed… So how do I find that out???

I know I lived in a brain fog from the time we left Japan till this last year… We know I had Covid twice since 2020, even with shots on board… We know the Air Force sent me to Hawaii for tests, we know they misdiagnoised me with Paget’s and we ended up being sent back to the states on humanitarian because of me…

But WHY???

So I can’t say with certainy that SARS hit Japan in the 80’s if it wasn’t discoverd till the 2000’s… So WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED????

This is a mystery that won’t get answers because I have my medical records from that time period… I was really sick, but it wasn’t from anything they knew or understood and all my tests, were incunclusive and that one blood test said I had a low grade infection but no one knew about my brain injuries or bleeds on the brain…

So I am back to square one on when I lost time on Japan…

I remember our four years there, but the time when I was bowling and ended up sick for a month… That time is gone… Just like with the bleeds on the brain… My memory lost time…

When you have photographic memory and you know you do and you lose time lines in your memory…. It’s like trying to run your computer without a operating system or a operating system that haves loads of errors…

This is my last error that I can see…

Other than the memory loss when the bleeds on the brain happened, I remember my life… All 72 years of it… Not everyday in detail, I don’t have the high functioning ability anymore… that died along with my brain traumas a little at a time… What is left, is a better memory than the average person and it’s ability to remember in detail, like taking a picture or video… If it imprints, I won’t forget it…

So frustrated at this moment with the realization, I don’t know what happened on Japan if we didn’t have SARs in the 80’s… What ever it was, what ever made so many us near death… It impacted me in ways my healing brain is just now figuring out…

Now imagine you are a combat veteran and you have memory issues and you can’t get health care!!! That is happening right now thanks to christians and republicans… Never abandon our troops because of your belifs or politics… They deserve better, but that’s not what we get, nor is it what they are getting now…

I remember… today wasn’t a fun revelation…

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