Are you a planner?? Are you a prepper??

I am guilty of both… I plan out every dime and I prep for every scenario…

Expecting anyone or anything to be there when shit goes down and I will show you maga on steroids… They expect service even though they vote against it…

I have had more than one health care professional tell me that services are there for what Homer will go through… Yea and I got a bridge for sale in the Pacific…

Thanks to Republicans, Trump and Musk… If you aren’t financially ready or have family to help, you are on your own, unless you want to take your chances hiring unqualified help and at what cost, financially and personally….

So I plan, I plan for his care, I plan for his death and I plan for an abrupt change to my life…

I am a planner…

I have done this since childhood because that way I knew when more violence would go down and those are the memories I am missing…

That trauma taught me very young to be prepared for the unexpected…

No one bothered to tell me fancy trucks had required expensive maintenance, I know now and plan it all out this fall to get done…

I talk to Homer about the plans… I don’t want him worrying I won’t be okay or his care will be lacking… Keeping it real on this journey is how we own this disease called Lewy Body…

If I had my way, Homer would go to sleep one night and no more pain, no more dementia… But if I have any hope, they come up with a way to impede the progression past this stage…

In the meantime, I plan…

I remember…

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