IF you had a traumatic brain injury or a stroke or have a neurological disease, false memories play into your life, it’s just part of the brain and how it responds to trauma…

When I was seeing the neuro psychologist on the big island, he asked me in one of our talks, “could I recognize false memories”… I didn’t hesitate and said yes I could…

Why the write…

Because of what my parents did to me and the Air Force covering it up, then the Air Force covers more up when I am active duty and you realize during all this, you have never confided to anyone in your family…

Never…

When the doctor asked me that question my memory trigger was only a couple years old… I was in chaos, because so much came back and I smoked a lot of pot to cope with what I remembered and that was Texas and dying…

I have always and I mean always known I was missing memory, the El Paso screw up on the operating table threw a wrench into things and it is in my medical records I accused them of hurting me and O’Rourkes office investigated and I filed a IG complaint and the director got fired and I made the acting director wet her panties… (Yea I got a grin)!!!

Thanks to everyone pushing and not pushing during this estate mess, you did what any doctor would recommend, face it head on, embrace it and don’t close the door on it!!!

I did just that…

Ever since filing the court papers it has been a roller coaster ride of being beyond pissed too for real are you that stupid???!!!!

All this crap this spring I went through closing Adorablespite and my blue sky account, losing my traffic and panicking… All because, I had false memories and once those melted away, the truth reared it’s head above the fray and now…

Yea, I am beyond pissed… They all put on a act when we were together and in the end did exactly what Don said they would do…

Rob Freda blind…

I don’t regret my choices, because at some point in time you have to remove the bad from your world, because it will never change… Trump is a prime example… Freda is no different and my injuries prove that…

I never had a family, but when I left home I went looking for one and took in kids and let kids have more freedom, only to have them treat me no different than the family did…

It’s like a neon sign… “USE ME”…. and when I put the hammer down with our kids things got different fast as for the family…

They cut me off for the sole purpose of exploiting Freda and the bank records will prove that and I imagine credit cards, I know what her limits were…

Yea, El Paso, you are on my radar again and I am so glad that it is documented because I guarantee that lawyer will call me a liar Wednesday… Only one little problem…

The damage to my right frontal lobe, is the area that impacts short term memory and it’s been documented how bad mine is and that telling a lie does me zero good…

I can’t remember them… So I stick to the truth and that explains why I have no family, but I do have a bunch of christians…

I remember…

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