Here is where things stand on memory recovery… Maybe not recovery, but remembering is what is happening….

Adult life is all there but some things in Japan are sketchy and I contribute that to having SARS an almost dying and Air Force sent us home, last year there is a blur…

Everything else, yea, lovers, adventures, jobs, family, what little contact I had with them is all home…

Definite tort claim against El Paso VA, records show how stupid they behaved🤷🏼‍♀️🥴

Now back to what I always said in the original blog, which needs unzipping, it shows, I still had very little memory of my teen years and we know thats because of two brain bleeds, Japan and Okinawa….

I have some memories, kinda like a jigsaw puzzle, but still no recall of my best friend, our move out of the rice patties our move to Okinawa…

Nope my teens and childhood is what I have always known, scattered memories and zero recall on the violence…

Now you understand why that mantra was key to my being here now, as the stroke hit me and the bleed smothered the life I would never have!!!

Hairbrush Denver 1 yr old

TV interview Kansas 5 yr old

Boobs Alabama 8 yr old, possible near death…

New baby Texas 13 years old death would visit me…

Pissed off the queen Japan 14 years old

Don did stupid one last time… Okinawa 17 and death will follow for any human that touches me ever again!!!

Those stories are here, look for those words…

So, I am back to where I was before ElPaso VA trying to kill me to, I remember everything of value and always have…

I was the failsafe she removed and the siblings didn’t stop it, they took from her till her death…

Exhausted from so much, not so much emotional but a reminder why I always stayed away from them, they are not nice people!!!

I remember..

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None of this would be happening if they had just returned my property, instead they reminded me why we have no relationships… I don’t do cons or crooks or rapist or elder abusers…