The MRI’s performed on Hawaii scared me beyond belief, because I was still adjusting to the memories from the memory trigger and Freda was still emailing me…

I got a email on the day of my MRI and it upset me and they had to wait for a drug to take effect to do the scan…2020….

Realizing that more than likely an incident happened with anesthesia on the operating table at El Paso is becoming a reality… Not another stroke, but someone screwed up and they covered it up… Yea a story is there…

Since that is excluded then if I remember my time on Japan in the 80’s in full, it was a screw up at El Paso that caused me to loose memory again… and that’s what has been coming back…

As for those first 18 years of life… It’s not that I don’t remember anything… What I am looking for would make a green beret take off running and I know how bad it was, because when I got a flash of a memory the other day, I did throw up…

She was crazy violent and I mean crazy… My body showed those fractures at 5 years old!!!

Who do you think they will believe about Freda’s mental health????

The survivor and the one not interested in the money or the kid that manipulated a old sick woman and I can prove it by your own admission with the joint checking account and every law you broke, because you were getting advice and that advice may lose his license now that I understand what some or all of you did…

The neurologist really thought I would never regain my memories, he said that because they were so old, it was a 50/50 shot and guess what 50 I got…???

I guess the best way I can explain what my brain truama did to my memory system…

Take a book, any book and tear out the middle…

Now read the book!!!! You can’t!!

That is what I have lived with since the strokes at 14 and 17… Those pages were torn out and I am looking for them…

Anything after I left home has no value with my family, because I led a private life and they know nothing about me, not even Don and Freda knew what my life has truly been like…

I never trusted them… EVER….

So the brain injury in a way isn’t about complete memory loss and the amnesia is not 100%… It’s a section of files that for some reason I can’t access and I know for a fact they show me just how violent that house was before I had my stroke and owned my dad’s military career…

Only reason they had money..???

I kept my mouth shut!!!!

I remember…

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