Living with rage, especially when the shrinks get it wrong and make you a hostile patient… You and health care providers may not see eye to eye…

I had a doctor fire me as a patient, another doctor I fired, told me the TBI damage was a tiny spot on the brain, (yea I saw cross eyed on that and red)… Recently here a doctor told me to go use my, “Free VA”!!! Yea she got fired as Homers doctor….

Wasn’t always this way… Military docs tried, but Freda kept lying about my childhood and I had no memory at 24 so what do you do???

I got frustrated!!!

Then as in previous blogs, I start waking up… VA does the right testing and answers start coming, but only the what, not the why on my injuries….

So I walked with anger… Homer is probably the only person to see me fully enraged, it wasn’t pretty, but it too was a necessary step in my progression to remember…

Then you add not only the domestic violence injuries, add rape, multiple times by various military personnel.. My anger and hate began to grow…

The fear… Those who know me, know, If I have fear, you won’t know till it is over… I faced death twice, what more is there to fear???

Puppies are barking loudly as they play, a reminder, I am not alone…

Reason for the write??? Not even my childish senior citizen siblings can get a rise out of me… they are not worth the energy…

Next few weeks will find me putting my documents in order for the probate hearing… Law versus fraud… Should be straightforward, but this is a christian state and constitution and laws, well it is Arkansas… I lived there…🤷🏼‍♀️

I remember…

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