When you are given a gift??? Is it really a gift???

Yesterday getting the email from the court and lawyer was a surprised and it wasn’t…

One thing about the blog… I know where people are reading from… Now before you panic, I know the country and If I wanted to narrow that down, yea, there are a few things I could do, but I ask myself, why bother???

I went through the crucible when the court clerk screamed at me… My last hurdle on my way out of nearly 58 years of amnesia…

Thanks to that child, over reacting, because of their own rules screwed them over… I knew that, but she took it out on me and it put me into a tailspin of PTSD fight or flight for a couple months and when I came out of it…???

I started writing, I got back on social media and I took control of my world for evermore…

People who never lived with PTSD, will never get the life I lived for over 69 years, all because christians think they have the right to abuse their own children and their children think they have a right to abuse each other… (Please gag me now!!!)

When things fell into place yesterday, my brain went on a journey… (Ever watch Dr. Strange do that multi verse thought thing with his head spinning like the Exorcist???)

That’s what my brain does and it is so over whelming, I don’t want to be bothered, I don’t want to talk, visit, be around… I don’t want!!! That went on till after I went to bed and it took a lot of effort, to calm the brain, take control and go to sleep… (not easy when you lived insomnia most of your life)…

This journey out of the darkness, the mental health side of it… The knowledge that science is backing me up… I could jump up and down and scream bloody murder, but I would need clean panties… Just keeping it real…

I know if all this hadn’t happened, it would put a strain on me, as I take care of Homer… His disease is changing… We see neuro this month and I have things to report and hope I am right in how we are approaching his dementia…

So, thankfully, the lawyer offered to file the motion for the “zoom” thing, which I appreciate… I really don’t have access to a lot of things on line, because I have safe guards in place in case Homer does something… Just reality when you live with someone who is intelligent, but has a neurological disease…

I have started working on how I will do the court thing and I came up with 2 options…

1…. everyone tells the truth, no lies, no games, no bullshit and I might let the kid finish what they started illegally, because now, the court is involved…

2…. I pursue the executor position, tell the court the money should be used to investigate elder abuse and nobody should get any inhieritance until the audit is done… and the estate should pay for it…

So we will see… The ball is in my sister’s court, because I know who is pulling the strings and it isn’t anyone of character or substance or standing, no it’s someone who has had run ins with the law and been in and out of scandal since her birth… Leopards can’t change their spots…

The ball is in their court… Lie and it will costs you… Tell the truth all of the truth and I will let things go forward, other wise… The estate money is going to get eaten up by the sister that costs lives already….

I remember…

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