Psychology says forgetting some things in life is not necessarily bad and I couldn’t agree more…

I didn’t go out of my way to not remember my childhood out of fear or anything… Essentially after the bleed on Japan with subsequent beating…

My brain deleted files and I have yet to find them…

I always write the train left the station and my ass is chasing it trying to grasp the memory that wants to play out and poof…

Train is gone and so is the memory….

58 years of amnesia is fast approaching, and what memories have I regained since the memory trigger???

That is whats driving my nightmares!!!

Where to start!!!

I remember…

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