When raising male pups, you always have issues with them after they are neutered… and It can make the pup vulnerable to his litter mates and that happened this morning and I noticed Huey had a issue, and was afraid to be around his siblings… So we scooped up the other 2 pups and let Huey get his body back in order… (They unsheathe all the time, and if you panic, it can be an expensive vet visit)….

The pup knew, without being human, he was vulnerable to his litter mates… Not bad for a animal that can’t think pass toddler age… so what are human’s excuse???

Religion… and that’s enough said about brain washing…

Being vulnerable doesn’t make you weak, it show’s who you are as a person, especially if you show growth with that vulnerability…

I used to think being vulnerable was a weakness, then I realized, it was growth that would continue to grow as long as I was willing to embrace my vulnerability…

This journey to remember is not a picnic, or at least up till this last month… It was more like a roller coaster on steroids and you really really wanted off that ride, same for what I am going through…

57 years of amnesia was a horror show that never quit, till the memory trigger in 2017… By that time, Don had been dead for 11 years and Freda would join him in 8 years… Both had the opportunity to own what they did and both went to their graves in denial, just like people who died from COVID…

Then you throw in the family drama I got pulled into one last time and that seemed to be the last puzzle piece I was searching for…

What was the true character of my siblings and was my being vulnerable a gift to them or was it a trap…

Guess you’ll have to continue to read the blog to find that out…

Being vulnerable, makes you a stronger person… being wise in how you use it, makes you a human with self awareness and critical thinking… Every action has a reaction…

I remember…

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