Ever since I got off blue sky in March of this year after being on it from the early days under adorablespite…. Life for me has ridden the roller coaster from the dark ages to enlightenment in the 21st century…

I have gone from a kid that thought gods were real, only to find out, indoctrination into a world of abuse, is done by those that abuse…

I walked at 18, doesn’t mean I didn’t have to fight the battle for my soul, but by the time I was an adult in the full meaning of those words, magic was dead to me… So were christians…

So why the write??? THIS…

I wrote in one of the blogs how I got a knot in the back in the left shoulder blade and no one ever figured out why… Well, above, it tells you why…

I don’t do medical research, unless I know for sure what I am looking up, why??? Because my body is full of injuries at every layer, including my brain… 2 brain bleeds and TBI and over 25 concussions… Most of all those are from before I am 18 years old…

So, my body, will never be anything like yours, because I was a punching bag…

Well the ER in Spokane at the VA was a total failure and I had to put up with nurses freaking out, because unless you are dying, even in the middle of the night, the VA ER was ill prepared to see me and after a few shots in said muscle in the hopes it would relax… We drove back home 3 hours away in Omak, Washington…

Spokane VA is full blown republican like Biloxi VA, thus why I am documenting… IF anything happens to me… Homer has access to the blog or diary, but he will be taken care of and those zero’s will be many… (kinda hope I am around to enjoy my suffering and government coverups exposed)…

Anyhow… This is one of the symptoms that can create confusion with the gall bladder and the pancreas, because of referred pain…

The above explanation eliminates that area from both of those organs…

That being said, it is posture mostly and when I sit ramrod straight like I am at my desk, that pain and knotting up feeling settles down and backs off, along with all it’s symptoms…

I tell ya, juggling all these symptoms and keeping them straight as to what is doing what… Doctors may wanna tread lightly with me, my patience with ignorance is running very shallow now….

Anyway, at least I get it now, only took me since 2001, and that ER visit in the middle of the night…

The fistula is my focus now… The diet for the pancreas and gall bladder seem to be working and as long as I stay inline with the diet, I am doing very good and pain in my gut is digestive only, in other words, it’s not the organs, just digestion…

As for the fistula, that one really got my attention and trying to understand how it works and how it runs in my body, well, I need that Fiesta MRI so I know what is going on, I can only tell you what I feel and boy does it explain the vision and the dizzy, the balance, the balance thing especially, because all of a sudden I start leaning to the right and If I don’t pay attention, I will fall and that explains all those scars on my legs…

THE VA SYSTEM ISN’T HEALTH CARE IT IS DEATH CARE!!!!!!!

Well cops just went flying by following a 4 wheeler, so my writing is interrupted again…

Have a good day…

I am figuring it out and excited to see how much I got right and how much health care is really fucked up in America…

I remember…

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