Ever get tested for Hyper activity or OCD???

I had my kids tested when we lived on Japan and wondered about myself and this is where the memory gets a little loopy because of that SARs event that nearly killed me, but I think I had a IQ test instead…

So why the write???

Not a social media fan, anyone who has followed me on Blue Sky knows this…

I started out as AdorableSpite on the platform and very quickly grew to 16,000+ followers and I shut it all down when I had my mental health crisis after the court clerk from Mena called and screamed at me… yea, me too on that???(you make rules but if someone follows those rules you scream at them)…

All that being said, I have a issue with numbers… I have dyslexia, from my brain injuries, so, numbers, if they are off, I notice it real fast, because that’s what my brain does… Not what I want, but what it wants…

That said, I watch the numbers on followers because so many bots are online from N. Korea, or Iran, or Russia or China… But if my follower count drops, then I do a quick scan of who I am following and if they dumped me, I mute them and unfollow…

NOW WHY THE HELL DOES THAT BOTHER ME???

Is it OCD or is it mental or is it, I like knowing the numbers???

Regardless of why that little thing bugs me, it’s a quirk that I accept, don’t quite get it, but then, I am NOT A FAN OF SOCIAL MEDIA!!!!! (so subconcsious is saying, not having it, it’s out of kilter or not even or what ever!!!)

I guess if that is my only quirk on inclusion, I can live with that, because…

It is only social media and has no bearing or real impact on my life unless I chose to let it…

Not much else happening in my world… Not wallowing in any kind of depression, not worried anymore than usual about life or finances… My hand is itching and I know for a fact we have money coming again, from lawsuits… Not a lot, but enough to take the pressure off the truck maintenance…

Homer is doing okay… We are staying steady, if not wobbly sometimes with the progression of Lewy Body, but the reality… These hiccups I see, are not long lasting yet, just noticeable as he does things and we are both adjusting to our new rolls in this household…

Puppies are thriving and a joy, but a hit to my pocketbook for the next few months… Everything went up in price on the heart worm, shots, blood work, you name it, it gets done and we are looking at over a thousand in vet bills for the next couple months… Budget budget budget and do without… We give up something to afford the dogs… We don’t eat out…

Homer cleared out the dead trees, moved the big plant near the front door and we moved all the planters away from the house… Too many copper heads, coral, you name it, we are seeing it… (Thankfully the pet door is triple flap with very heavy magnets… You got to be at least 5 pounds to push it open… ) but never say never, so I am always looking around the house for a slithering object… Just keeping it real…

Hope you have a wonderful day, our heat index is 107 today and inside for me…

I remember…

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