Good morning world and thank you for taking a peek at my crazy blog… Because to be honest, you never know what I will write about and sometimes, I can’t write squat and you get gobbly gook for reading…

Other than catching juvenille frogs in the windows, our day is going to be quiet and laid back…

We both are still feeling under the weather and it’s impacting me more than Homer because of my internal injuries…

So we decided this is another day of not do much and take it slow and easy and not get over heated or anything else that will drain our bodies… I am guessing the lettuce we had about 3 weeks ago is the culprit… Mine hit last weekend and Homer followed a couple days later…

Because of my training an knowledge, I took all the right percautions and I always have stuff in the pantry for these events and Homer being immune compromised, yea, I am always prepared but I forgot electrolytes… That’s on my shopping list for the next outing so I have some of that in the house… A follower on Blue Sky, thank you…

So today, nothing is going to happen, except me try and make us a meal… We have been snacking mostly for a week, because of our stomachs and I did think the estate was the cause, but Homer too, nope… It’s the lettuce…

As for writing, I have so many things pop in my head and I lose them just as fast… I am putting writing pads by the bed, on the kitchen island and by my recliner…

I have so much going on mentally, that train I talk about??? Well it still leaves me at the platform as it pulls out and I am like for real!!!

That’s just my brains way of dealing with the edetic memory ability and Homer, he can tell you I have it, like game show we saw a year ago, I know who won… or remember a conversation they had with the host… We watched a rerun last night, boring when you now what happens… Now you get why movies have very little value to me…

Chaos once was the norm, now it’s organized chaos, but in a way that doesn’t overwhelm me like it did as a kid, when I remembered everything!!!!!! UGH that was awful…

I like the way my brain does it now, it’s more manageable, though it can overwhelm me with multiple thoughts at one time… Especially memories…

We will see how the day goes, when not very busy or active, I have more time to drift into meditation, which helps the chaos of memories sort themselves out…

I am not dreaming any nightmares of PTSD of violence… That’s why I agree with the neurologist…

If I am not having PTSD nightmares about the violence, I remembered all my brain will let me and those years of abuse that I want desperately to find… Smothered by the brain bleed and I know, the last one on Okinawa, took it all…

That was the hardest part…

Losing it all and it taking me decades to bring it back only to find out….

I can’t recall the violence I don’t remember…

That mantra as the stroke hit at 14 was the clincher on me surviving what was to come in the Air Force and in life…

I have faced death twice and I should have died many times over… Only one problem…

My desire to make it known what was done in the name of the United States of America by people who swear they are humanities savior in a man made gods name…

How’s that working for you now????

I remember…

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