I was told I was stupid for a long time and she kept the report cards to prove it… I know a few famous people who were poor students too…

When the beating in Texas took place to protect Donna, Larry and I knew, we could easily die… But, we weren’t like any of the rest, we never were… We had a conscience…

That beating in Texas did not take my memories… I remembered every awful, violent thing Freda did and she knew it, because I would piss her off with reminders of what she did…

I got hit frequently, but to me, she was never a mother, she was a bully and mentally ill… These are the injuries I remember and my body backs that up…

Central spinal cord injury before age 1…

I have blunt force trauma fractures on both arms, wrists and hands… I have them in my thighs and lower legs….

I have a moderate TBI on my right frontal lobe and near that area is the brain bleeds…

I have over 20 concussions…

None of which I gave myself, but Don and Freda did… and I remembered every moment of it…

When we got to Japan, my attitude was still the same and after Freda lied her ass off to keep Larry’s dad from pressing charges and ending Don’s career, she lied… She said it was all Don and Larry and I both knew, it was all Freda…

Her mental illness made it impossible to have empathy, you rarely ever saw Freda cry… You either saw, bah humbug or rage or defiance, but love… That wasn’t something she knew, because of her own childhood…

What Freda did, was use me every chance she could… Homer knows those stories, because he witnessed it… we have been married 32 years and she has only been dead 1…

Freda wanted the use of the genius, but she wanted to control the narrative and she used information I gave her to set up my siblings… This is so classic…

I told her I was missing memory, I never told what memory and I never revealed to anyone personally about what I was dealing with since El Paso VA… So… No one knew what memory I lost…

My readers from before, know I have been fighting my way out of the chaos the surgery in El Paso caused, what you don’t know, every time I saw a doctor since that surgery I brought up amnesia and not one, sent me for any testing of any kind… I had to trick doctors to do the MRI’s!!!! (Congress and Trump get care we will never see)!!!!

I can say with all honesty, still a few dreggs of issues in my brain, but not much… All I knew before the surgery, I remember now…. because they didn’t go anywhere, they just got confused by anesthesia overdose… still reading about what I remember in recovery…

Freda wanted to control my genius but she couldn’t control my mouth… which gets me more attention than I like, but that chip on my shoulder, it’s still there, because I haven’t finished making people pay for what they did to me or my kid!!! Attempted murder has no statue of limitations and Vance AFB knew that…

Anyhow kinda got off track… Feels good to have me back, though tired, but who’s not… I am looking forward to tomorrow and telling the judge how sick Freda always was… It’s in government files…

Not my fault everyone is that stupid!!!

I remember…

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