#178… Naive or Smart or Both???

I will be the first to say we were brought up sheltered until we got back to the USA after Okinawa…

By that time I was 18 and full on ready for the world… Sis was 16 and ready to escape to… Bro, well, he used me to bail them out and that’s the time at Mather AFB and the security police get called, see blog…

The other kids were still real young and the youngest was yet to be… He would arrive 3 months before my 2nd and last child… Yea… laughing….

The brain trauma I suffered and the strokes, changed the shy little girl you see here…

the broken finger, fractured wrists and fractured arms, are visible…

By the time I was entering the Air Force… The world was being reorganized via Reagan…

And the shy little girl, had one hell of a chip on her shoulder as she naviagated mother hood alone and served in the Air Force, reenlisted even though I had been gang raped by officers and my son was raped on base…

I still believed in our country…

I just got real sad, because of that last paragraph and as tired as I am tears would be easy, too easy…

I wasn’t naive about life… I was naive about family….

All of my adult life is full on and present… Specific memories and not quite in chronological order, but getting there, but what I see…

Naive woman, who only wanted a family and instead, got a bunch of christians…

I swore a oath, one that meant something to me and I know many who feel the same… We have each others back…

My brothers are veterans and I would no more trust them, than I would my rapist…

Yea, my heart is pounding, because I was naive about family and I knew it…

I just forgot…

What happens next is the court thing, and I am ready, because all I got to say, is mental illness and military conected and records are available by court order for proof, but this witness, was there and this witness knows, because my body is evidence and the military and VA agreed and awarded me 100% because my injuries are so severe…

Yea, this bull shit at El Paso will get taken care of and hopefully before they retire, but for now…

I have a court case Wednesday and I already have…

Check Mate…

I remember…

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About Me

I am Maggi, given that name on Okinawa during the Vietnam war by a group of Marines in transit at Naha AFB… At 17 years old I didn’t know I was missing memory… I had lost the first 17 years of life and was about to embark on a journey of intrigue, murder, rape, military coverup and live a life, most only dream about… Will I ever remember my youth or will I always walk in shadow not knowing who I was…

Start at #1 to follow my story, being told in chronological order…