Not the subject I will write about, but after you get up and see you been blocked by more kids, you realize just how dumb your grand kids are, they are in their 20’s to their 30’s… and it makes sense why the nation is in it’s mess… The same stupid kids didn’t vote, but they know it all, because, hey they are kids….

Now the reason for the write…

When I had the MRI’s done in 2018 and 2019/20… I knew things were messed up, I didn’t know how messed up my brain was from all that trauma and the one thing they wrote that I knew nothing about, “Stenosis”…

Last night while Homer was in the shower the boys got into a fight at my feet and I grab the 40 pound pup, while his brother had his neck and I am picking up that 40’s pounds to disconnect from his brother and he growls while I am doing this and I take him and drop his ass in the bedroom and slam the door… Then I go and let Dewbey have it… Then I go and let Huey have it!!!! Teenagers on 4 legs… Yea, I am tired…

So, Homer comes out after I have my time with Huey in the bedroom and we let the pups mingle again and because tensions are still high, we sit on the couch playing with all 3 and I lean back on the arm rest and that was it!!!!

The room started spinning so bad and so fast I screamed for Homer to help me up…!!!!

After we were done with the pups and it was quiet for the evening I went back and read what I forgot about stenosis… and yep, right there in black and white… Was the reason I have been dealing with the dizzy for weeks now…

My body is wound up tight and is stressed and that is likely because the court thing is only 2 weeks away and because I am so pissed, that translated into tension and that tension is now impacting my spinal cord, because I triggered it myself… and I thought I was doing good on the stress thing… Guess not…

Having the diagnosis helps me understand what my body does… It only took from 1972 to 2020 to get those answers… It’s not like the military and VA health care are top notch, more substandard and malpractice is the reality…

So what do I do to undo the stress… Pop NSAIDS, take flexaril for the tense muslces and do more workouts to release some of that stress… I really thought I was handling the stress from the estate crap well… My body is telling me other wise…

I’ll add a couple more exercises to my routine today and try and keep those going till court is over in a couple weeks… The brain is our most powerful tool we have as humans… We just got to listen to it when it sends us signals…

If it’s not stress causing the issues, then I could have gall stones again and that is causing the pain and issues… You never know until it’s over or you pass stones or you get that aha moment…

This week is neuro and the doctor will get a ear full and we’ll see if there is something more they can give Homer for his dementia… If not, well, that’s a little added stress to my existence…

Nothing else happening… It’s hot and muggy… Figured out how to keep the sensor in the 5th wheel from going off, I asked Homer and the blank look I got, told me, problem solve it yourself and that is becoming the normal… Some days he’s all here, but lots of times he isn’t…

Have a wonderful day, mine is inside and staying cool… Too hot to be out there…

I remember…

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