Can you reoncile what Trump and christians are doing???

Neither can I, but I grew up in a home with the same kind of stuff going on, violence, rape wasn’t in the picture, but it happened outside the home and violence, yea the violence in our household would make Feddie Cougar look like a saint…

I haven’t been able to write the last few days, it always happens when I can feel that things are about to come to a head and that’s very likely next week with the court and either I am in or out… I’ll take which ever the judge decides… I am tired and I am fed up with christians… I swore a oath to the constitution, not some balls and dicks…!!!

The hardest part for me, is coming to terms with the fact, no one in the family told me my mother was in hospice and I was only 8 hours away… No one told me anything, in fact, they lied and continue to lie and I don’t know why I thought as christians they would be honest, when the god they worship says rape is immaculate???….

The night before last Homer got a text from his daughter and we figure as it was late at night, she was drunk or drugged… She hasn’t reached out since we told her of the Alzheimers… narcicisst are a dime a dozen… I have them in my children and family too!!!

So much going wrong with the world and so much is going right and what path we chose to walk, will determine our outcome’s…

As for me… Like I said, I got nadda to write about… To much going on in my head with the memories that have opened up…

Have enough of them opened to give me more insight???

If my night time is any indicator… Yea, they are showing me what I already knew, but didn’t want to accept… My siblings are all assholes and turned out like the corrupt people that abused us… Yea, that’s all I got…

Not completely, the memories I had of them, play out the same, but the body language I couldn’t see clearly, showed me, I wanted a family, but I never had one…

Adjusting to the reality of the kind of people I have blood relations too isn’t hard, but it isn’t going down well either, it’s made the digestion of that knowledge very difficult…

Can their be a reconciliation???

Only if they own what they did and I mean own it publicly for all to hear and know… Do I think that will happen???

No, cowards never come forward, they stay behind you as long as they can till the grave calls… It already called Don, Freda and Larry… (I do troll the obituaries)…

I remember… (hopefully this slump will pass soon)…

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