Last night I crawl in that comfy bed and wide awake!!! The brain refused to slow down, in fact, so many revelations happened, the hours from 9pm to 2AM went fast as I lay there watching my life play before my eyes…

But still no violence… The one sector of my brain were the bleeds happened, If I hadn’t done that mantra when Don beat me on Japan… They would all be spending that inheritance right now!!!

But I do remember and that’s what will cost my siblings more than they can imagine, because!!!!????

Freda had a documented mental health condition and before she cut me off, I told her… Because of your mental health you can’t have a standard POA, you have to have more than one of us involved or a lawyer you can rely on and Patrick obviously knew Freda had mental health issues, because when I accused him of a bogus bill, he removed himself from the estate and representation of my niece Brittney (Donna likely pulling the strings)…

I told Freda this after she told me about the money she got from the VA because of me and I told her this before she sold the house…

Now in all my writing I talk about time lines and poor Homer, he was really trying to stay with me yesterday, because things were hitting me a mile a minute and did so till 2AM…

Time lines are my pain in the ass and last night, I cleared a lot of that mess up in talking to Homer, because he has heard the stories for 32 years!!!! HE knows them as well as me…!!!!

All of this crap happened after my leg surgery at El Paso VA in Nov 2011… From that point on till the last few weeks, I forgot a lot of my adult life and some of that was my talks with Freda after Don died… Making sure she knew and understood with her mental health what had to be done to protect her and then 2017 Nov, she cuts me off, because I turned Tim into the Arkansas state for elder abuse and implied others were involved!!!!

Damn this is so sick these christian idiots stealing from that woman!!!!!!!!!!!

All of us kids knew of Freda’s mental health issues… She bragged about her nervous break downs, like Trump brags about pink elephants!!!!! She bragged and she talked about that nervous break down she had, when pregnant with Donna!!!!

So the time frame of when I talked with Freda till she cut me off, came in real good last night and I will recall it all completely in the next few days, it always works that way… The memories start to let me have access then it’s a free for all in the jello pool, seeing which memory gets attention or needs recognizing…

I so wish I had that Neuro/psychologist on auto dial or he knew I was writing again, he did read my blog, because what better way to understand, than read what I am thinking…

But, I am without that kind of care, because I am a female veteran and Hegseth put regulations on the books to keep us from getting good care and you can say no way all you want, and you are a idol worshipper!!!!

Ya know, my mind just flashed on what I looked at in bed and Don is sitting there clapping his hands, I got it right… I remembered what I needed to remember…

Only Larry and I would have known about Dr. Wolett and I know from my own records search, there won’t be any files we can access unless the military has records from that doctor, but he was injecting Freda with a hormone supplement and that was controversial back then…

You can buy the enzyme at Costco, I tried the pill form… But the injections have a bigger impact on women’s hormones and like I wrote a while back… Freda had a sex addiction and it was because of her hormone imbalance which is why she was off her rocker at different times of the month depending on if she was pregnant…

Yea a lot came back last night and I am one foot from dropping back into my bed, neither of us got much sleep last night… We had a lazy day and didn’t work enough…

So this is where everything stands…

As the oldest of Don’s kids, I am officialy 72 today and my sister that won’t talk is 2 years younger than me and she won’t open her hole, because she is complicit in domestic violence, she is a real peach of a sister (not!!!)….

She would not remember the doctor, she was too young and I was able and already showing I had advanced abilities and from what I saw last night, they both knew they had a genius, but Freda’s mental health made sure that genius didn’t thrive and it didn’t till I left home and started my journey out of darkness!!!!!!!

Don wanted me to protect her and because of what happened on the operating table at the El Paso VA, I lost most everything of importance to do with Freda….

Once Freda cut me off, there was nothing I could do, but hope that what ever was done, it wouldn’t be anyone but the 3 I knew of for sure that took thousands of dollars and the fact that Dave and Peg are not responding to me about my questions if they took money, all 5 are complicit in the elder abuse of Freda and that’s going to cost each and every one that took what was not theres to take and they better lawyer up!!!

Wednesday is court day if it goes forward and I’ll tell the judge the truth…

Freda was a mentally ill woman and the family knew this and when Freda cut me off after turning in her baby who is in his 40’s… Well they set themselves up for this cluster fuck!!! and that’s a FACT!!!!

I remember…

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