What “Lesson’s” Have I Learned???

Wow, how much time you got, because, it’s like being reborn waking up from decades of amnesia…

Lets start with the body language…

As I wrote in the last blog, I been sticking to a pancreas friendly diet and last night I blew it and this morning, It took me a long time to eat my morning apple and I am still fighting to keep it down…

Now I take my meals out and thaw a few days in advance and I research, what I can eat of what I plan to cook and do I have to cook it a different way and do I need to worry about my night…

All of the above… and that’s not ever going to change, because I have no doubt after 6 weeks of this diet, I have EPI deficiency and have had it since the injury from being beaten at 5 years old, that memory has my little sister involved with holding me down…

Only got a glimpse of the memory, but it was a solid view… She was bigger than me… See early blog about mothers day or the TV interview pictures…

As for the pancreas, last night was a reminder, you gotta look before you leap into your next meal and you better be mindful or sleep, not happening…

I hurt real bad on the inside and I haven’t felt that discomfort for a while now, because I was doing so good on the pancreas diet requirements, now I am in full flare up mode and I hurt and I wanna bend over the throne and not come up, except for air… Yep, green I am…

It just reenforces the experiment… As for my gerd and stuff that has to do with the IBS, it’s all related to the pancreas…. Do what I need for it and all I get is some healthy burping, which would make a sailor blush… Just keeping it real… Pretty skin doesn’t mean I don’t fart and burp… I mean really!!!

I still haven’t drank anything other than my morning coffee and water the rest of the time and I still ended up dehydrated and that made last night even worse and my kidney’s let me know… Which explains the loads of infections I had over the decades… Got a full jug beside me…

It is all a balancing act… Don’t do this, but be sure to do that and in the mean time, don’t cross the red line and that red line leads to yummy food, I have never really been able to tolerate and that tells you why I was so skinny as a child…

Pancreatitis in a kid at 5 years old and now I am 72… Damn lucky I didn’t get cancer…

The ER visit weeks ago likely kept it from going there, but the VA is dragging it’s feet on authorizing the MRI and the Fiesta MRI, but Biloxi VA needed a multi million dollar make over so we could walk in the door and die…

Republicans want the old, infirmed, lgbtq and the veterans to all die after we give all we can so they can retire in style… (Sick of maga yet, I was watching them in 71)…. Civilians really are clueless, but you are learning…

Anyway, I am learning to stick to what I know I need too, to keep from having another bad night… also…

By doing this diet, I eliminated any connection with my brain and the fog I live with… The fistula is the cause, nothing else and nothing else ever was the problem…

Yea, the brain trauma impacted at the time of the events all 30 or so of them… and the surgeries over the years had a negative impact, but none of those are long lasting and my MRI’s show no dementia, we know of the brain bleed and we know of the brain injuries, we don’t know yet about the fistula and everything points to that being the culprit of my brain fogs for the last 67 years and when it clears up, I take on corruption, which is what I am getting ready to do once the Trump regime is replaced…

I will be one of many in line to fight for their own justice, as no one out there really gives a shit, unless they are on the receiving end of the people in government that are corrupt… I have known those yahoos since the 70’s… You are just getting really acquainted….

My frustration stems from the fact, unless I want to get in the face of everyone out there, no one will step and protect those like me… So I did it for myself and took on the VA 6 times and Social security 2 times and Homer’s, I filed his and he got it on the first try and I had worse health history than him and had to fight for mine, yep even that agency will discriminate against women…

It’s called republican christians and now we got a shit load of religious in the democrat party… I see issues ahead if they don’t leave that god at home… Our constitution isn’t based on their beliefs, it’s based on our people…

Enough rant… Got lots of chores to do and budgeting to figure out… Have a repair guy coming to estimate the 5th wheel repair that Dutchman Atlas illegally installed and sold, so thank you for ripping off this veteran and got the window guy ordering a new window for our new house… That makes front door, back door and now a window I have replaced in 2 years of this brand new home…

BUY AMERICAN MADE MY ASS DAVID MUIR!!!!

I remember…. and I really do…