What happened today showed me a pattern in behavior, sudden onset brain fog and watching Homer look at me in fear!!!

I have crammed like I never did in school, trying to absorb everything with brain fistulas an the pancreas…

So my opening line to the gastro doc???

“I have had at least 4 upper and lower GIs done and not one tested my pancreas, wanna be the first???” Oh yea, they never found anything and all colonoscopy’s have been clean…

If the doctor has a sense of humor, they will hear my desperation as I feel the heart race, a symptom that comes out of no where…

As for the stomach, the medical pot allowed me to eat, but because the apple was never fully consumed and by 2pm after a stress filled day, I went into brain fog and neither I or Homer liked what happened…

I researched eating a can of chili and it was okay, by 6pm, I was clear headed again…

No other consumption today and tonight should be fine…. No more raw onion on my tacos meals though, that was my trigger last night and it lasted past my trying to eat the apple this morning…

Eating the chili, never bothered my glands and that means, I have a possible allergy to that apple, residual insecticide or something in the chemistry of the hybrid honeycrisp… Yet other foods or drinks will trigger the salivary response, some more severe than others…

All this fistula junk I read, so fits with that day on Japan at 14 years old and I do remember everything except one area, and because I know my christian sister reads this, not giving her any info she can twist… She is the only other living soul when that stroke hit who loved my near death… All the rest are dead, my abusers ya know…

The more I learn an geez, there is so damn much that is interconnected and you wanna talk complicated, I could have 3 specialist and unless they talk to each other, they will come up with 3 diagnosis… It happened before on Honolulu in 86…

So, some of this junk explains a lot and then, the symptoms cross the aisle and play together making it very difficult to get a accurate diagnosis…

So Homer got to see in real time, me go from bright, cleared eyed, solving the slide issue on the 5th wheel to unable to use the phone, answer it an just not function on a level he is used too…

That was right after the lullaby’s… Still early in the day…

To avoid that again, the pot is getting used so that food isn’t something I avoid, but the minute I did, instant headache, so, moderation till I get my brain scan…

As for diet, raw onion is a pancreas no no, all raw veggies are, which suck… salad is okay but fat in dressing nope, balancing act and cook book arrives next week… Duck out of water I am…

Been a long day, waiting on clinic to text me results of my request an may not know that till I see gastro doc… Thinking it is time I look for a lawyer… If anything happens to me, Homer will need protecting…

So tired…

Sweet dreams..

I remember…

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