Marching to the Beat of My Own Drum…..

Good morning world and are you a blocker or a reader???

Are you a joiner or are you a creator of hate???

Blocking people on blue sky has become entertainment and nothing more, reason being, censorship is what christians and republicans do and I only block on blue sky those who are scamming the rest of us, so, block app you created, thank you, you make my day with your childish ignorance, I wonder, is it Putin or Musk or Trump???

None of which are worth my time, neither is the blockers on social media, but I thought I would put my two cents in for what it isn’t worth…

So lets get back to “ME”!!! Okie dokie!!!!

So far, last night, I wanted a munch, but again after supper, all I had was water and cinnamon gum, which actually helps the tightness in my TMJ from the last blow to my head that destroyed my TMJ cartilage, so says 2 oral surgeons… and I got the VA to pay for both of those evaluations… 2 opinions are better than one!!!! That only took from 1977 till 2026 to get those answers… Yea VA and Military health care is in the toilet…

Following the pancreas diet is changing my nightime and my daytime…

I wake, during the night because Of the bladder issues the military created and the rapist left behind, so that will never change, the bladder will always get me up at night, but, as long as I go right back to sleep, the night is good and restful and so far, we are batting a thousand on nighttime sleep and rest and pain, but I did take a NSAID before bed…

I have been digging through everything I can find for tests the Military did and the VA and so far, I found nothing that shows they ever tested my Pancreas and that ability has been around for over many decades and the pancreas was known back in the 1700’s, so my NP, who isn’t up to snuff about this, has no clue and told me so, he didn’t think testing came out till late 80’s, he was off more years than him and I combined and that’s okay, he is a NP, I am the genius and I am in control of our health care, not the government or pencil pushers or we would both be dead already due to incompetent American doctors and I can back that up with loads of medical records!!!!!

I spent time earlier this year cleaning up files and moving things around on my drives, it is gonna take me time to find everything I have, but I have medical records and tests all the way back to Okinawa and 1970… I am pretty sure it goes back to 69, but I gotta find the files on my computer and my brain wasn’t exactly working real well when I did the file clean up on my computer and I really do not want to request a copy of everything again and have to scan it and put it on my computer, so I am going to keep looking through files when I have time and locate them… (I know I did stupid and protected them, but how???)

With all this diet junk, Homer’s CKD chronic kidney disease, I have to be careful of the amount of potassium he gets, because of the impact on his heart and kidneys… I am requesting he be referred to a dietician so I don’t do this to him again and I don’t hurt myself in the process, it will be a balancing act, but so far, we are both enjoying our new diet and I woke up this morning, 3 pounds lighter and that’s because, I am not eating much in fat and sugar is only in my coffee, I get none the rest of the day…

If the weight continues to slide off like this, it’s because we are eating right and the inflammation we both live with is subsiding greatly and I know mine is, because I put on jewelry that I haven’t worn in decades and they slide right on, no shoving at all, my swelling has gone down a great deal and if mine is down, so is Homer’s and dementia is a disease of inflammation!!!!

As for the “BLOG”, I texted my sister a copy of some of the emails I found in my file cabinet, there were a great many more, but, I only sent a copy of a few, the ones that called out the elder abuse and the fact my sisters and brothers stole thousands from a mentally ill old woman and the courts in Arkansas gave them their blessings!!!! Yea, that evidence is going in the book and you know what, even if I never put it in print in book form???

THERE IS ALWAYS THE INTERNET!!!!!! and my blog blew up after that text I sent to my sister, I do have 5 siblings and all of them are christians and dumb as Trump and Hegseth, which explains why I gagged everytime I was ever around any of them…

When you have been exposed to the Epstein class back in the 80’s, and you been through what I been through… Picking out corruption among any set isn’t hard to do, you just gotta watch them in action and I got decades of action in memory…

So, I am one happy camper… Woke again, no issues, the body working the way it should… No noticeable pain that would get me to take something and no noticeable internal pain, which in it’s self is a huge change for me… I feel real good and my first cup of coffee has not hit my pancreas yet, ya know, sugar!!!

I am also finding the medical marijuana is impacting me differently… I am actually getting a high, instead of a distraction from the pain, because the pain is so mild, compared to 7 decades of non stop in your face #10 pain!!!

Because the pot is impacting me differently, I have thrown things in the trash that shouldn’t have gone there and I did some dumb things when cleaning, not paying attention, so yea, the pot is doing what recreational users like and I don’t… So….. Decisions for me may be made because of that… Homer will stay on the stuff, it helps his dementia… Me, that’s up in the air now…

Everything else in my world is great… Wouldn’t mind having more money, but who wouldn’t..???

Have a wonderful day and don’t let anyone pull you down, because they are miserable, find the good in the day and hold it tight…

I remember…