You think you are ready, you think you are prepared and all of a sudden, the silence is so loud you are afraid to speak for breaking the spell…

and you want to weep…

As the silence has grown over the years, I have told myself one day, he won’t hear you or see you and the silence will be louder than any tears you weep…

Preparing one’s self for that next stage of the disease, takes from you and from them…

The change in behavior that is more remindful of a more youthful person and for a flash of a moment, you see that youth shining through as the disease takes them…

The loudness of the silence makes me go on walks in my mind that I would not rather face or travel, but I know that silence will get louder and I must be prepared…

How do you prepare for the silence that will drown out your own thoughts???

You love them, you walk with them, you travel with them and you plan with them…

All too soon that silencne won’t respond and it will be you making the loudness of the silence for ever more….

I remember…

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