Sensory Overload…

Mena, AR circa 2003

Do you like laser light shows??? I went to one at a place in Hilo, HI to see the stars and it was set with music… I had to keep my head down through the whole show…

I couldn’t tolerate the lasers or all the flashing lights or all the noise or all the visual stimulation… It was unnatural and not nature… It was sensory overload…

Now you take social media and I am forever seeing mems I guess is what they are called, little post card type pictures, some with action some with vibrant colors and some, just a lot of noise…

I have no clue where people get those from nor do I want to know… It’s all fake… It’s not natural, it is subversive communication… It’s not from the person it is from some creator or artist or ad company…

I no more enjoy that kind of propaganda, anymore than I enjoy mans bibles…

It’s not you… It’s a front to hide who you are…

Social media will never be anything I like, but it is a necessary evil to use, because, I won’t get on Face book or twitter or Insta gram or any other crap… They are all the same…

Unnatural and not true human behavior…

I see many of the people I once followed and they followed me and I always made it abundantly clear, I don’t follow people, I let them enter my world… My world isn’t fake, it isn’t full of post cards or meme things…

It’s me… Honest, totally me and nothing fake about my world… Nothing lying about my world…

Just the facts and the truth…

Too many on social media use it to hide who they really are and because of that behavior we have a world wide scandal and children are the victims… Why..???

Because honesty and truth and values and ethics and just being human, no longer carry the values they once had…

It’s all about the show and shock and awe… I know, I pulled that stunt myself when I started the blog in 2017… I was out for shock and awe and I got it… and the number of people reading scared the hell out of me and I shut it down…

I am tired of hiding who I am because other humans are too afraid to be human and instead project themselves into a persona that is nothing like the real them…

What you see with me is what you get… Either you like me or hate me and either way… That’s on you and not me…

I let those into my world by my choice…

Not by any agenda…

By being me…

I remember…

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I am Maggi, given that name on Okinawa during the Vietnam war by a group of Marines in transit at Naha AFB… At 17 years old I didn’t know I was missing memory… I had lost the first 17 years of life and was about to embark on a journey of intrigue, murder, rape, military coverup and live a life, most only dream about… Will I ever remember my youth or will I always walk in shadow not knowing who I was…

This is my story of survival…

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