I wrote that when I was active duty, I complained of this weakness and that weakness and no one could answer… They tried, but you can only do as much as the patient lets you and this patient was in denial…

When cutting the back swamp and come across a Indigo I didn’t want to kill, I did some hoping and jumping and made myself use my left leg, which is the weaker side, due to that stroke at 14…

I always asked doctors why does my thigh do this any I time I do certain physical activities… Answer…

Muscle damage and scar tissue and compartment syndrome in all 4 limbs… Bingo…

Every time I bitched about that with any limb, no one could answer…

The tests done in Wenatchee showed I have muscle damage in my right arm and it’s the left that is the weakest… But it explains why my arm freezes when I am doing something and not want to respond…

Same goes for the legs…

PT on Hawaii island taught me what I needed to know to help what they suspected and those kids were good, they gave me the right exercises and when I don’t do them regularly, I have pronounced weakness and when I over do or tax a damaged area…

I pay… Sometimes days, this time going on 2 weeks…

I always said, it was easier for me to cope with the physical pain, if I knew why…

Cope with the reason and cause, you can control just about anything, and I have lived with pain since I was a year old from the central spinal cord injury…

More explanations I have, the more other memories will arise… I doubt the ones I am looking for, just airing out the ones that have been sleeping for a while…

I remember…

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