Doing my morning thing and a image flash’s before my eyes and stunned I run to the living room with my toothbrush in mouth and drooling, screaming and pointing at my left leg that has bothered me since the snake dance, “I know the injury”!!!!

It goes back to the very early blog where I talk about the TV interview, so go back and read it…

When she beat me after we got back to that quad plex apartments we were living in, okay here goes with the memory………………….

My sister, the one that was 2 years younger but much bigger than me, the one I protected in the TV interview, held my legs down and Freda took a uphosltery ruler about 2inches thick and hit my left thigh hard and I mean hard enough to do muscle and bone and nerve damage…

She also hit my arms and torso with that ruler and those are the injuries the Air Force was trying to figure out when I went active duty and my mother lied, because my dad, a Senior Master Sargeant had just retired and I could end that money in one statement…

Big Springs, Texas… My death at his hands, a TSgt and he lost a stripe for that beating… He would have made chief if it wasn’t for Freda…

Anyway, I know where my leg injury came from and who did it and when…

Now this is in those 14 years of violence, it’s not a new memory, I knew she hit me, I just didn’t remember all the blows…

That’s why the doctors say I shouldn’t be able to walk and it’s true, I can stand a certain way and my legs are gone, I have zero feeling from the waist down…

I learned at a very young age how to compensate for the injuries that should have ruled me a invalid…

I remember…

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