You would think after court this morning I would get hit with stress, memories, etc…

Nope, that happened days ago and it is done, it is complete… I remember my whole life, except….

All of the violence…

A reader said at one time that, could it be me protecting me from what happened and I so wish that was true, because I don’t fear the past… It is like the Past fears me…

I told Homer while we cooled down from working on the RV, I remembered everything that my brain had on file before the El Paso Surgery and I remembered…

I knew I would never remember the violence, because of the way the stroke hit my brain as It bled… I knew what was happening and I knew what was being stolen from me…

My life…

This fall will make 58 years I have lived with amnesia… and now I know about anestheisa causing memory loss… and the VA really is crappy care… Enough said…

What this estate mess did, force my brain to go hunting and that’s what neuro told me, but I had no reason, until the estate mess and the elder abuse became crystal clear…

I did warn them and if the judge doesn’t do right… The book will have it’s share of information about the case… That’s all I have to put… The public will judge from that point on and their god…

Well, it always had a set of balls and a dick, because it raped a child… Absoultely sick….

I accepted when the stroke hit, I would never remember everything Freda did, because of the damage to my edetic memory and the mantra, turned into PTSD from 1968 till my memory trigger, November 5, 2017… and 26 innocents were murdered…

Well got to go figure out why the gas is a problem in the rv for the hot water, electric element works, it’s getting hot, but the gas keeps tripping off, so I got a call into a rv repair guy and hope I got enough left on the credit card to do it now or I’ll have to wait a couple months… they get paid good…

I remember…

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