I did electrical junk since I was military and some plumbing and some constrution… Which made it easy with my federal knowledge to flip houses and we did, starting in 06 with that Arkansas home…

From that point on, Homer got his degree in Architecture and I had decades of federal knowledge about everything you can think of and that edetic memory is back, not fully, it will never be like my childhood and I am glad it’s not…

Remembering every thing was like having a clown show non stop in the brain, I learned to not like clowns… True story…

No, the neuro on Hawaii was right, but he wasn’t aware that I had a vaso something happen on the operating table and that was causing me all kinds of confusion…

I do understand dementia… I lived it and that is why I know Freda probably had Frontal dementia because of her auto accident when she was a teenager after Larry was born…

I know, from my own knowledge, I will never remember the violence that I don’t talk about… I knew that when the stroke hit at 14… I knew and did the mantra and here we are…

Defending my abuser, ironic isn’t it…

But if you look at everything she did and all the trouble some of her kids got into and so on… Mental illness may be genetic…

I got tested… So did Homer… Both our moms were mentally ill… We didn’t want to be a statistic…

Realizations are, I am back and more tired than I thought with the weight of Homer’s health and my mother’s estate… and taking care of my assets and fixing and repairing the rv and that is what I just finished and saved us a $1,000+ in labor…

New bath fan with lights in rv, installed and finished, new CO2 sensor installed, new standard microwave installed and new hot water heater installed and yea, I did it all but the microwave, Homer did that… and we are finished and this weekend the for sale signs go back up and we keep it nice for visitors who come to see us, it sleeps 8… but I can’t haul a 40 foot fifth wheel, I would never have dry panties… Just keeping it real…

Well we are getting close to court time and I need to prepare the room for the zoom thing…

Have a great day and hope we don’t blow up the fifth wheel when we test the hot water heater, it’s gas and electric…

I remember…

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