We know for a fact I have bleeds on the brain… MRI proved that…

What we don’t know is how many times and that test is crazy expensive..!!

Before the leg surgery at the El Paso VA, I had been telling Homer these stories, he knows them as well as me… but after that surgery this is what happened:::::

“I am in recovery and I feel this mask digging into my face and it is on so tight It hurts and wakes me up and I look down at my hands and my fingers are purple to the knuckles… Oxygen deprived”!!!!!!

When they wheeled me into surgery, my neck was not herniated, the MRI’s they took on Hawaii in 2019. it’s knarly and for real, it looked like my neck was broken but it was jacked out of place and I don’t remember which ones it was, but suffice it to say, they did it on the operating table and I can’t say much, because it qualifies for a TORT claim… That’s twice they tried to kill me by improper care…

Anyhow…

Because they herniated my neck, it cut my airway off, my leg surgery was done without a tube down the throat…like I said, I can’t say much, because I had it investigated and O’Rourkes office fucked up the investigation!!!

So, If I didn’t have a stroke on the table I had a ansthesia memory wipe!!! Yea I didn’t know about it either, but read about it in the last year as my brain wakes up…

Which is why I am remembering all my adult life, because I knew it all when Homer and I got married…. Now if the memories about Japan when SARS hit clears up, then yea… I am on track… It was a memory wipe due to improper anesthesia and lack of oxygen…

I think if Homer an I were still sleeping in same bed, I probably wouldn’t have gotten this far… That noise of him breathing for 31 years, yea sleep was hit or miss… Not anymore… Dementia sucks… Sleep is good…

It is making sense when I go back and look at the medical records and I look at my notes I have been taking ever since I knew I was missing memory and the chances are…

I had 2 strokes, one on Japan at 14 and one on Okinawa at 17…

SARS did a number on me, but, I remember most of that time period, so, nope, we got to eliminate any other strokes…

Feels good as the clarity gets better…

Plus it reminds me of how Freda was after I left home and our interactions…

I don’t get it… All any of them had to do, make sure she was okay and if you wanted to be in charge, because of her mental illness, the laws say, you can’t do it alone and outside monitoring has to be done… She should have died comfortably and wealthy but your greed was more important than your humanity!!!????

But your god will forgive you… Laws don’t care about mans gods… Trump will find that out along with his cult… so will you…

I remember…

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