Living with this amnesia has been a journey I hope no one else ever experiences, expecially if you have photographic memory…

Over the last few weeks, memories have come back, but not as many as I had hoped for…

I only have a couple of memories before 14 that are pleasant… Everything else my brain holds, is violence and abuse and rape…

With the bull shit from the lawyer saying I got evidence, I have been pissed ever since, because dude… DISCOVERY in court is required to share and I have loads of information too, but I didn’t put them in my petition, I kept them aside for the civil case and the way they are pushing and hounding me by trying to intimidate me…

All it’s done???

Piss me off!!!…

Standing in the bathroom, doing my morning routine and I stop in mid action with the toothpaste and look in the mirror and remind myself…

No one else stopped the abuse… Not one sibling stepped in and stopped the abuse… NOT ONE!!!

Speaks volumes for mental illness and flat out selfishness and oh yea, woe is me bullshit!!!

The only one standing between the end of Don and Freda and their legacy is me and the people who swear by a god, but do everything their devil wants…

Yea mental illness 101, you can’t tell them they are cuckoo… But boy howdy, they be cuckoo!!!!

I am tired… I am exhausted, with running this property, working on the 5th wheel and doing things to this house, while Homer can help me… Then throw in the greed of christians!!!….

I really need a vacation… Yea, some day I’ll get one…

Tomorrow is neuro day and Homer and I both know, the disease is progressing… We have our moments of sheer terror, because he does something he shouldn’t and I have to come to the reality…

I really am a full time care giver…

So, between dealing with corruption and Homer… and throw in 3 very happy busy puppies…

Yea, I need to go smoke that bowl before I get weepy….

Have a awesome day… Ours, hot and muggy…

I remember…

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