Hotter than hades outside, and my mind wanders to Vance AFB, my living in base housing, working a job off base at a high end resturant (see blog about the ghost) and I think of my recent marriage… back in 81…

We are at the NCO club at Vance AFB, having drinks and dancing with another couple we knew, Dale & Deb and the Chief Master Sargeant asked me to dance and he was quite drunk, you don’t say no to the senior NCO on base…

As we danced, he asked me if I blamed him??? Now I knew why the slow dance…

I felt backed into a corner and said no…

Why did he ask me, a little Sargeant???

Because it was his kid that raped my kid and tried to kill them by flooding the house with gas and if it had blown, that base housing would have had a crater…

I saved lives, no one will ever know… but I saved lives…

It was more important to protect the CMSgt… Than it was to protect my children or me…

I wrote about some of this, if I didn’t delete it… Reading all this and trying to make sure it makes sense is a bigger task than I thought…

The night the chief danced with me, he was being pushed out of the Air Force…

I would be pushed out 2 years later…

All to protect the reputation of a base and it’s commander and nothing to do with protecting me a rape survivor and my sons…

Yea, you folks think you really know about how our government works huh???

Well I got a bridge to nowhere that says you ain’t got a clue…

I have seen the underbelly and the corruption and it was never the entity I worked for…

It was the people….

I been screaming for 5 decades, can you hear me now???!!!

I remember…

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