Its not just black lives….

I can’t watch Floyd be murdered anymore…..

I lived this horror at the hands of christians, starting at birth….

Black lives, white, brown, yellow!!! Im a child of the Congo an white as the moon!!!!

This is not just about color….ITS about justice against a warped christian religion that rapes children, beats children an sacrifices children….

You can not have god laws an laws of the land…they have never coexisted!!!!

Anarchy is what Trump an his base want… the Koch brothers bought DC, now they want you to pay for it….

Religion has caused more wars an conflict, because of the con upon which it is built….. Mary was raped… Holy is just a word and faith has never included humanity, its an exclusive club for those who want control over YOU…..

You voice is your vote…

Think I will shop for a church to convert into my den sin of iniquity….. bet great acoustics…..

Nighty night…. Aloha

Margie, I Remember…..

Maybe I Need to Re-evaluate….πŸ˜‚

The article is about pot being used in Jewish religious ceremonies…..

Now thats my kind of worship, put you in lala land so you’ll believe anything….

First they buy Roe, second they sell your kids an finally pot was always the pusher….

Holy crap on a cracker, you can’t make this up….

Margie, I Remember…..

Be careful what you wish for…

The link is about the curfews in over twenty states… Reminder of the Vietnam wars or Kent State or Watts or LA…..

The riots of my age changed little, because of the corruption of our government by the religious…..

When you allow church laws to rule you have anarchy , which is what we are seeing…

I hope for Trumps ruination as being a rapist an crook… I wanted the downfall of the GOP…. an most of all, exposure of the true evil in America…. RELIGION……

Either you live by laws or by gods… We can see how gods rule, Trump has turned our nation into his own personal battleground for his evil religious beliefs…. Enslave WOMEN….

BE HEARD, an leave Trumps thugs to hurt each other….VOTE!!!


Boing!!! There went my back, almost….

You know you are getting old, when you ask at noon is it bed time yet…… and we still have more to do… but too hot outside in the sun for us… so inside working on trying to find a home for everything I unpacked, bent over an felt that….. BOING feeling at the small of my back and I did something I’ve never been able to do since the beating on Japan…. I tightened muscles or whatever in my lower back and upper thighs…

The exercise works… what the PT kids taught me work and this is like a big huge eureka moment because???????? aw come on guess….

I never had the proper treatment after any of the beatings or near deaths… by the time I was 15 years old, my body was already into full blown neuropathy beginnings…. christians beat me up numerous times and stole my life, or at least they thought they did….

Neaner, neaner…… so you explain how I beat the odds??? Miracle… Not likely… How about the human spirit, which no one owns, not even man made gods…

So, todays moments and the trouble I’m having with my neck, looks like PT again and how am I going to deal with people breathing down my throat for this dental mess the VA created and some one breathing on my face as they work my neck….

If I don’t end up sick…. I gots me a million devils on my shoulders….. just saying the obivous for those who believe…. sorry couldn’t resist… oh yes I could have…

Yep this myelopathy that I’ve had now for a couple of decades, has progressed and hopefully the kids can teach me more….

Back to making my tempura dinner for fish and veggies… yummy….


Margie, I remember…..

Trump got his Wish…

A presidency no one will ever forget…

Bought and paid for by Evangelicals, Russia an China an N. Korea…

Until religion is outlawed as mental illness, these riots, and deaths will never end, so says mans bible….

Margie, I remember….

A Gift, 43 years ago… I never forgot him…

When I got pregnant in Italy and had complications… we didn’t have much money… so when we made my air fair arrangements… my son, would sit on my lap through all legs of the trip, back from Italy to Sacramento…

By the time I got to my layover stop going to Sacramento… I had maybe $10 in cash… in 1977 that was a lot of money, truly…

When I checked in for my flight, I was denied… I had to have a seat for my son… Exhausted, several months pregnant, dealing with a toddler, I broke down and said… I don’t have $25 for the ticket… and the man refused to get a supervisor or anything… I was stuck…. but was I????

A man overheard what happened and he said, young lady, I will pay for your son’s ticket… I tried to give him my few dollars, but he refused… and said he hoped someone would do the same for his kid some day…. that was in the spring of 1977….. one memory I never lost….

I asked for the gentleman’s name and address and said I would ask my son’s father to repay him… I was broke, no income and hoped that the child I was pregnant with had a honorable father…. so I trusted… and didn’t bother to keep the information for myself… because I just knew my baby’s Air Force daddy was honorable… He never paid the man…. again another memory I didn’t lose….

I remember when I got to Sacramento and told Peggy and her hubby what happened and introduced them to the family and man who helped me and Pegs offered to pay him back right then and there… she still had some values back then… I declined… It was my responsiblity and one I failed at….

I never forgot the kindness of one man in the world of men who have tried to destroy me, I met one that was good… I always have thought and sent positive thoughts to that soul… and hoped that his life was as good and kind as he was to me….

A memory 43 years old…. I wish I could meet that gentleman again… his lesson is one I have done ever since for 43 years… Pay if forward… I’ve lost hundreds of thousands in the process… but in the end… I did what was right, not what was smart…

Greed is a christian thing, one I’ve never understood… they talk alot, but they don’t walk it…

Margie, I remember…..

Racism is a White mans Religion….

I grew up in the deep south…I know bigotry an hate because of skin color… I also know their fears….I lived them….

When that white bitch called the cops about the bird watching incident… there is your bigotry… christians….

Just a thought… I’ve lived in countries before christians contaminated them… When I went back to those countries after a few decades, the evil of christians had transformed the people into fearing life an each other….

Racism is taught in the mans bible… Rape is glorified in the bible, murder is praised in the bible, beating your children is praised in the bible, stealing the pennies off a dead mans eyes is justified in the mans bible…. controlling women is justified in the mans bible….

The America MY family founded… Was not founded on mans god….

It was founded on the right to live and believe as each chose an not be told by white pasty evangelicals how to use my female organs!!!!!


As for the rioters, it can be proven they are working for Trump… He spews hate, they follow… Floyds death was preventable…. but not as long as christians keep buying our democracy an enslaving women an people of color…..

Sgt USAF DAV, child of pilgrims an presidents….. Trump is not American an never will be, he is a pure evil human being…

Okie dokie…. neuropathy, mental… cuckoo???

What am I noticing that helps with all the crap my body has to live with thanks to chrisitans…

One thing for sure, I put my body in one of it’s old habits and the pain is awful.. not immediate, but within a minute or less, I know, I’m in bad posture…

What freaks me out, the pressure on my throat, my breathing… and with what has happened here at home, I’m betting that’s what happened on the operating table at the El Paso VA and why they were so freaked when I got O’Rourke involved… In the end they lied and covered up the attempt on my life while in their operating room… and how many times has this happended and is still happening…. Trump thinks we are expendable and experiments on us!!! an THAT IS A FACT!!!! lousy christians...

The more I push the exercises, and I’m not consistent enough for the change to stay, so, I have a lot more work to do… (Inspirational Leader is who I try to do, she is impressive, read her blog)…. but exercise an me, never been buddies and I learned that at basic training in 77…. 10 years after the TBI, I went in the military…

As long as I’m aware of what is happening, I can protect myself… my neck is my achiles heal… it goes wrong, and I’ll be gone… just that simple and I pretty sure, Neuro is going to request another MRI, after that breaking sound we heard…. it’s painful, I smoke tons of pot, but it doesn’t always help… the exercise does… so damned if I do and damned if I don’t… so I push… I figure if that kid can do it… so can this old woman… at least I finally got arm muscles….lol

But, it is scary how my neck feels so unstable and how much pain, numbness, balance, headaches, nauesea, blurred vision, breathing issues…. and it’s all related to my neck and has been since daddy dearest beat me, because I pissed off mommy and sis…. but 1968, that’s when the neck injury happened… that I’m reasonably sure of…. 14 years old, and died twice, raped 3 times and wondering is life worth it… now you get why I buried my memory ability… christians homes are not pretty and never have been… read their manual, their book the bible the text on how to destroy life….

Moving all this furniture, showed, hubby and I are not going to be able to do much when we leave here… it’s hitting him hard and I’m not much help… life is changing for us, and we both try so hard to keep active, so we live long productive lives… but the pain, sometimes… it’s just not manageable and you look for that moment in time of freedom from that pain… it’s what we have learned to live with…. neither of us use narcotics… just natural stuff and NSAIDS….

Nope this neuropathy is a nightmare... one I was aware of my whole life and made the choices I did… some not too smart and allowed weight to build up… and sitting too much… but, I keep working at it… the arm exercises are giving me back my hands and arms, but only for short periods… as the body tires, the posture deterioates… so it’s a constant struggle from the moment I get out of bed… Even the bed is torture, if I lose proper posture… It wakes me up, letting me know, my neck or spine is in the wrong position…. this is so not fun… but… I’m alive…

Neuropathy, has walked with me since the first beating at 5 years old, when Freda broke both my wrists and fingers, damaged my left knee cap and probably fractured bones from my head to my toes, according to PT…. and they know injuries when they feel them…

I could say it is what it is… but I didn’t do this to myself… Christians did this too me…. and their is no excuse… do you know that only those who justify anything are usually christians or used to be christians or are on the fence about their beliefs…. Justification is a christian behavior… other wise why rape Mary and say it was magical????

Back to work before it gets hot…

Margie, I remember….

Spiriva inhaler is the problem….???

When tri west lied last year, I used medicare for my eye surgery… after tri west lied this year, they can screw Trump till they are wealthy beyond belief, this veteran is done with VA Death care…..

SO!!! ConfabπŸ˜‚πŸ˜³πŸ˜‡

That inhaler I was so worried about….. its the tachycardia starterπŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ€¬πŸ€¬πŸ€¬Holy crap on a cracker, the damn dosage was triggering the tachycardia…..

Because I want them to last I reduced dosage to one puff a day….when I did that, along with eliminating two more supplements, my tachycardia is pretty much gone…. Go figure…😳😳😳

Now the supplements I eliminated about 3 weeks ago an some of the tachycardia backed off, but not all… when I reduced the inhaler, the tachycardia only happens during exercise, like I expect it too when I get cardio up…..

So, moral of story, me breathing will be okay… the bio feedback I learned in 78, probably why I can eliminate the inhalers when I run out…

Again the VA has no say or control….ONLY ME!!! As it should be… Now if Americans would take that attitude with mans, man made god, we might become a great nation again… but I doubt it…. cowards need a crutch….

Margie, I remember….

Good morning World, another sunrise ALL BY ITSELF…..

peek a boo

Going to be hot, muggy an beautiful on Hawaii… When the restrictions are lifted, come see the islands…..

We have zip lines, lava tubes, nature forest, native environments an warm ocean water, not counting the 4 wheelers an hikers, helicopter tours, waterfalls an swim with the dolphins, which our niece got to do, we also zip lined too…

Hawaii, like anyplace else, has its issues… we work on ours… no rioting… so want a peaceful vacation… Visit our big island of Hawaii after June, when we can all be safe….


Margie… I remember…