When does it quit???

When does the pain back off??? When do I get to sleep and not have to take pain meds, so I can sleep at least 3 hours pain free…

I get it… believe me, I get it… this is pain I have felt since I was a child and told granny my legs hurt and her comment…”Those are just growing pains”… the woman I loved, lied… the pain was a direct result of spinal cord injury and that pain I felt as a 6 year old…. I got to live it all last night…

No matter the direction I tossed, it would wait till I was asleep and it would start again… so I rolled over and found if I took pressure off my right hip, it help to stop the pain… an what is that pain???

Nerve pain… I got a kick out of Freda, she whined about her carpul tunnel problems… an was on pain meds, because she couldn’t deal with the pain… Mommy dearest couldn’t deal with the pain!!!!!!!!!

This nerve pain is coming from my neck, yet that isn’t were the pain is… nope, it’s in the sciatic nerve component that runs all the way down to my ankle…

Ya know I let El Paso VA operate on the left leg, and they nearly killed me… now I need the right one done or better PT… and I’ll be damned if any VA employee is touching this veteran…!!!

It’s going to be a very long day… an they announce on TV that the state bought the cheapest COVID19 tests an they are getting a lot of false negatives… go figure on that… an we have Democrats running this state, they are almost as stupid as the Republicans…

All this means to my household… the shopping that gets done this week, will be quick, thorough and hopefully the last outing till my pre-op…. because thanks to the state’s incompetence on testing, which after 14 veterans died at that VA facility…. our health in our household, is in our hands…

Do I think my surgery will happen, it’s a 50 – 50 shot… I don’t have a crystal ball like Trump and evangelicals, so I can’t tell you what the future holds, only that this cluster fuck of health care during a pandemic… is like watching MASH or CHINA BEACH…. an lots of death came out of those places and between you an me… this veteran has seen more death, than 100 people have seen in their life time… that tells you, I’ve seen more death than I should and I will see a whole lot more, thanks to Trump & Evangelicals living off your dime and your stupidity…

Honest, I got no use for christians or muslims or jews, catholics, mormons, any religion… because when you have to worship a god instead of yourself…

You are just flat out stupid… True story…

Long painful day ahead… lots to keep busy and the death on the crotch rocket, wasn’t our neighbor’s kid, it’s one of his buddies and his buddy was the banger that liked to hit us at 2AM… life gets even, an all I did, set off a siren and yell rape of my home… an a young 20 year old with life to live is now dead… beyond sad and ignorant… to die, because of the need for speed…

Adorable Spite… looking for a forever home and I was 2 seconds away from deleting this site and someone left me a comment…Aren’t you lucky….lol

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