By golly I think I got It….

Ever since I stood in Freda’s kitchen an told her I was missing memory in 2010… these last 10 years have been one hell of a roller coaster ride…

Because by the end of 2011, I would lose those memories again, because of the El Paso VA negligence on the operating table in Nov 2011…

Took me 9 years to get here and the 10 year anniversary of that surgery from hell is fast approaching… Ironic, I got my memories back Nov 7, 2017… my surgery was Nov 30, 2011….

And the rest as they say is truly history….

I still have lots of work ahead of me… the Stenosis & neuropathies & Myelopathy, have been a part of my life, before I ever hit puberty… the blows and beatings in 67, 68 & 71… sealed the deal on me living with those illness, that were not natural, but the end result of domestic violence for 18 years… and I can thank Don, Freda & Peggy for the body I live with today…

Like I said, I know how I injured my right hip, saving my son’s life… I don’t know how I got some of these injuries… I just know for sure, they all happened before I hit 18 years of age… when I could stand up to the viper and tell her, she wasn’t god…. but she would prove me wrong, because she would play god with her first grandchild and that grandchild would be violated under her roof, by the bastard child that cost me my life…

So… what a journey this has all been…

Can I sue anyone… Texas would be the only place I can go after someone, by the laws… they have no moratorium on 2nd degree assault an that would cover my near death at the hands of Don & Freda an that would cover my surgery at the El Paso VA… so yes, I could sue and I could be rich… but in reality….

I already won….

I know the truth and I have closed the door on the people who did this too me… They wanted me dead and in my eyes, they are dead…

The body is responding to all the physical work outs…

The brain, the brain goes on many trips, like it used too, before the memories started rearing their ugly memories… an that just means, I’ve moved on…

I gave the birth family… Freda (mom) Peggy (sister) Larry (brother)…. I gave them all the opportunity to be the christians they say they are, to prove they are children of their god an own the truth… own what they did… ya know what…???

They are running, screaming for the hills hoping I shut this blog down and no one ever knows how evil they are as christians…

It feels weird to have my stuff packed up again, except for office stuff… It will get boring, since I have nothing else to occupy my time… I can only work out so much and this house is little, an takes no time to clean, because it’s always clean… so, bored I will be, till they do my surgery and we pick up flooring and we get busy again…

Well hubby out walking, I’m not getting anything done, so go smoke a bowl and start my day of busy, before it gets hot…

12 veterans have died because of incompetence at the VA facility in Hilo… No excuse for this, zero reasons…. We get infectious training in the military, you learn how to deal with these situations an to think they let veterans die, because of ignorance is indicative of the corrupt hold christians have on our democracy…. these are you mother & fathers and brothers and sisters… dying in VA facilities… because of your man made gods…

Sgt. USAF DAV on a journey, to someplace…

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